Jeff and I have officially broken up. This journal and this name are too full of memories so I will be creating a new journal within the next few days. Once I have all the info, Ill send it round to you all. Thank you so much for your continuing support of me. I love you all and for now, I'll just say I'm okay. Well, I'm not okay, but Im gonna be okay. Basically we're heading in two different directions and it got to the point where the good times outweighed the bad. He made his choice. He chose to live in dump with a bunch of idiots over someone who has loved and been there for him for two years. I guess that didnt mean much to him but you know what? It's okay. Because I'm better then that. I've gotten through much harder things and I deserve someone who will be equal with me. So for now, Im not okay but time is a great healer and I know in the end Ill be okay.

. . .yep. Thats me.

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Nasty Thong

You guys, I've really had it. I want Jeff to move back in with me period especially after what happend this morning. Okay, here's the whole story:

I'm at work and I get a phone call around 9am and am quite suprised when I see it's Jeff. He's usually sleeping around this time. Anywho, I answer and the first thing he says to me is, "How would you like to wake up with a gun pointed in your face and handcuffs on your writst?" I of course am immediatly alarmed and wasnt really getting what he was saying. Well, appearently one of his oh-so-dependable and nice roommates has had a warrent out for his arrest for some time now. His offence? Assault and battery of his ex-girlfriend.

Yeah. Nice guy.

Anywho from what Jeff told me, the cops burst into the house between 6 and 7 this morning and began cuffing and checking up on everyone's background. Jeff and his other two roommates were found to be clean and were let go. But the one kid who the cops were there for was arrested and they think he'll probably be spending a good three years in the pen. I dont know about any of you but I certainly dont want my boyfriend living in a house where people are getting arrested and the cops are invading and shit! This just further proves my point that the place is NOT safe by any means! It's for that reason that I want him to move back in here with me. My mom also agrees that it would probably be the best choice and she'd be willing to help. This is just simply the last straw for me. And I know it's not my decision to make whether he stays or goes but now I'll REALLY never be comfortable with him living there. I mean, having no structure and that Lauren chick living there were stressers enough but now the cops are involved and this is serious. My mom was like, "Well maybe now that that guy is gone, things will be better" and I told her that they're all weird! The situation will never get any better. I dont know if I mentioned this already but that Lauren girl moved out for like, 2 days and then came back. So yes, my joy in that was short lived. And yes, I still dont like her. Gosh, I just really want him to move back here. OH! So yes, another thing really quick.

So this morning, he calls me and tells me all this calamity that went on but I'm working so I cant talk about it right then. I told him I'd call him back when I went on break. So I call him and of course he talks to me for like, 2 minutes and then says he's gotta go as usual. I'm freaked out by this whole situation so I want to talk about it then and he keeps telling me we cant talk right then because all his roommates are around and everything and he refused to move to a spot he could talk to me where they wouldnt hear. So I got mad and we hung up. I shut my phone off and put it in my purse away from me because at that point I was just done with him. So I barely get through the remainder of my shift and in that short convo that we had when I was on break, I told him I was gonna come right from work to get him. He said okay. I got off at 1:30 and tried calling him 4 times and got now answer. It was then that I made up my mind. If he didnt answer his phone by the time I got there, I was gonna go knock on the door, go into the damn house and get him! I was on fire, let me tell ya and nothing could've prevented me from doing it. So low and behold, he didnt answer his phone so when I got to his place, I got outta the car and went and knocked on the door. . .5 times. I think I stood out there for a good 5 minutes and just as I was starting to get really REALLY pissed (I was gonna leave) he opened the door. This was while I was peering through the windows trying to see inside. I must've looked really funny to any innocent passerby.

Anywho, I asked him if he was coming with me or not and he said yes but to let him get his shoes on. So he went back inside and I started to walk back to my car when I decided that I was gonna go inside anyways. So I went back and opened the front door and walked right down into the living room. He was getting his shoes on and this Lauren person was sleeping on the recliner couch. She said hi and told me about that morning and how scary it was and blah blah blah. While she was talking to me I was kinda surveying the room trying to figure out where Jeff had been sleeping. I came to the conclusion that he had probably been sleeping on the couch next to the one that Lauren was on. So basically his head would've been by her feet but I cant be sure. Am I thrilled that they were the only ones sleeping down in that room? Not in the least but it didnt appear that they were very close to eachother. Gosh I dunno. It just sucks. So we were only there for like 2 minutes then we left. His wrists had marks on them from the handcuffs and I guess they really hurt because everytime I touched them he would flinch. I just hate that he had to go through that. I really hope he decides to move back with me, I really do. On another note, I'm proud of myself for going up to the door and going down into the house. Granted he still knew I was there but atleast I kinda got to see stuff. Im planning on doing this again and next time I hope everyone is there. Well, if there even is a next time considering he may move back here. I really really hope he does. I've come up with a million reasons why it would be better for him but at the same time, the choice is his. I just hope whatever decision he makes is the right one. Nevertheless, he's staying the night here tonight. He needs a good nights sleep after all the goings-on he had this morning. I've let him do what he wants since he's moved there. Tonight, I'm putting my foot down. I flat out refuse to drive him home. He's staying here so he can recover from all that crap. He agreed without putting up a a fight so hopefully thats a good sign. *sigh* I'm just tired of being tired. This whole thing has just exhausted me since it started taking place. I want it to be done. I really hope he comes back. I know he'd be healthier and more well rested at least. But one last time, the choice is his. I cant make him do anything but things are just gonna keep getting tougher before they get better. But they will get better. Atleast if he moves back here, that's a guarentee.

This is the translation to one of my absolute FAVORTE Ayumi Hamasaki songs called "Rainbow." If you haven't heard it, you should. It ROCKS. Not to mention the lyrics are sweet as well. ^^


la la la...
I hear a gentle voice from somewhere
Which might have always been heard
The warmth found just near to me

I was forgiven by forgiving many things
Including my childhood so long ago
I was healed, though I intended to heal
I've just noticed, in the way
That I was saved by love
Though I tried to keep love away

You come down quietly from somewhere
And always tell me
Of the happiness just near to me

Supporting and being supported
I draw close to you little by little
Protecting and being protected
I get convinced
That I was saved by love
Though I tried to keep love away

If you have a pain hard to get over
Shall we share it and walk on?
Gathering pleasure too big for each of us
Shall we share them and walk on?

I sing this song only to you now
I sing this song only to you now
You are my special treasure
You are my special treasure

la la la...
No rain, can't get the rainbow
No rain, can't get the rainbow

Gosh I feel awful. I seem to have caught a touch of the flu because I've felt like crap since yesterday. In the morning yesterday I was fine but as the day went on, I kept feeling worse and worse. I had nausea and other problems on top of that, not to mention the cramps started kicking in at the same time. So I went to bed hoping I would feel better in the morning.

Nuh uh.

I got to work and immediatly knew I'd made a mistake. I should've called in sick in the first place but I didn't want Guisel to not have any help so I thought I'd tough it out and ask Vickie if I could leave early. I was able to, thank gosh. She sent me home at around 10:15ish and I've been chilling here ever since. Ashleigh and I were suppose to go and see Underworld Evolution tonight but now I dont think thats gonna happen. She'll probably come over and we'll just stay here. I thought maybe I could still go to the movie but this nausea comes in waves and I dont want to risk getting sick at the movies. Guh. It sucks to be sick. I really hope this goes away by tomorrow. I dont want to be sick the ENTIRE week. . .

Okay, I'm not pissed off anymore or anything but I feel like I havent' bitched about work for a while so today is the day for that! All this week people have been so horribly stupid it's making me want to quit right here and now! People are so freakin' stupid it drives me crazy! I've said this before and I'll say it again. You never know how truely stupid the population is UNTIL you work retail of some kind. Seriously, is it that difficult to order a freaking cheeseburger? I swear more then half of Omaha needs to go back to elementary school and learn how to READ. The menu is right there! Dont ask me to waste an extra minute and a half reading off our list of drinks when it's right in front of you!! And please, decide what you want BEFORE pulling up to the intercom to order. Every other person for the past week has told me to "Hold on!" or "Give me a second!" NO! You want a minute it's gonna cost you an extra dollar! If they're wasting my time, why not do the same to them? ARRRGGG!! And you know what REALLY makes me wanna rip my hair out? This:

Uhhhhhhhhhhh I waaaaaannnnnt uhhhhhhhhhh. . . .ummmmmmm. . ..daaaaa. . oh gimmie aaaaaa....ummmmm...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGG! GO DIE ALREADY!!! That is soooo annoying!! You have no idea what its like to listen to that for 8 hours, 5 days a week. It really starts to take a toal on you. I had chest pain when I left from the idiots today! And then people dont remember what the hell they orderd and expect you to remember it for them! It's like, "Hello? I take close to 250-300 orders a day! You cant expect me to remember what everyone individually ordered! Gosh it's irritating. Then they second guess you and I'll admit I've been wrong at times but 95% of the time, I'm right! Or they'll totally space you off and sit at the window for a million years! Today this genious sat at the window a minute after I gave him everything he needed messing with his Palm Pilot! What're you the stupidest person on Earth? You dont sit at a drive thru window after you've gotten all your stuff and mess with your Palm Pilot! I cant believe the nerve of some people. They really do think the world revolves around them. It's sad really. I mean, it just goes to show that a lot of the world is dilusional enough to actaully believe that!! I swear to gosh, I dont know what goes through some people's minds! And stop breeding already! My gosh, it's a school day and these soccer moms are coming into the store with like, 6 kids each! Do the world a favor and use protection!!! It'll make my life a lot easier! And God help them if they have to pay .50 cents for a newspaper. People just take it without asking and then throw it away. It's only .50 cents you cheapscates. Oh, but that doesnt even compare to this bitchy old lady that comes through and orders a "medium iced tea no lemon".

First of all, you dont have to keep telling me you want no lemon in it because we dont even PUT lemon in it unless you ask for it yourself. Secondly, it's really sad when a penny is so important to you that you have to back up and retreve it! I mean, obviously you've got enough money to spare! You're driving a limited edition PT Cruiser and wearing the biggest diamond ring I've ever seen! Seriously, I gave the bitch her change and thought I'd grabbed 7 cents which was her change amount. Appearently I forgot a penny. She literally backed up and was like "I need another penny. Let's do it right next time. Thank you." so I threw the penny at her and just said "Sorry" with little to no emotion and slammed the window in her face. She didnt look happy but she came back the next day just like she always does. They always do. . .because they're stupid. ^____^

Anyways, that's the end of my rant. Thank you all for listening or rather reading. I feel better now having got that all out. ^^ On a slightly funnier note, earlier today I was squeezing a packet of tartar sauce and it exploded all over my hand. It looked like snot so I went in the back where Guisel and Veronica were and pretended to sneeze into my hand then I showed then my hand. They screamed so loud. It was absolutely hilarious. I totally grossed them out and I was so proud of myself. ^^ I love it when the joke isn't on me. Oh and Ashleigh's coming over tonight so we can watch more of Inuyasha! Wootness! I love Inuyasha. . .I do have to open tomorrow *gags* but I get Sunday off so that's always good. ^^ Anywho, better be going now. Oh but I have a quick question for all. If anyone has any idea of a good program to make cool covers for your CD's could you give me the name? I've always wanted to have one of those. Thanks ahead of time. ^_^

Yes I know. Me and surveys. They're a great source of entertainment when you're bored or dont have anything to write about. Oh! One quick thing! If anyone is interested American Idol Season 5 premierd on Tuesday! I swear to gosh, if some of those people can get to the next round, I sure as hell can! Now if only I could find out about auditions in time. . . and if I do, expect to see me on American Idol Season 6! Anywho. . .


W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . .
1) Pierce your nose or tongue?: Nose probably. Sometimes it can be cute. ^^
2) Be serious or be funny?: Depends on the situation. I'd rather have more funny then serious.
3) Drink whole or skim milk?: Dont like milk so neither.

A R E Y O U . . .
4) Simple or complicated?: Simple. I like things to be easy because thats what laziness does to you. ^^

D O Y O U P R E F E R . . .
5) Flowers or angels?: Angels.
6) Grey or gray?: What?
7) Color or black-and-white photos?: Depends on the picture.
8) Lust or love?: Love.
9) Sunrise or sunset?: Sunrise. It's easier for me to wake up then stay up late.
10) M&Ms or Skittles?: M&M's. Chocolate. . .
11) Rap or rock?: Rock
12) Staying up late or waking up early?: See above. Early for real.
13) TV or radio?: Radio. I listen to it way more then I watch TV.
15) Eating apples or oranges?: Apples are easier but oranges taste better.

A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . .
16) Do you have a crush?: I'm in love.
17) Who is it?: Jeffrey. ^^

D O Y O U P R E F E R . . .
18) Being hot or cold?: Cold.
19) Tall or short people?: Roughly the same height as me unless I'm dating them. If thats the case then tall.
20) Sun or moon?: Moon.
21) Emeralds or rubies?: Emeralds.
22) Left or right?: Right.
23) Having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend: One best friend.
24) Snow or rain?: Rain. It's easier to deal with and less of a mess.
25) Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: CHOCOLATE!!
27) Green beans or carrots?: Carrots.
28) Low fat or fat free?: Low fat. Fat free usually tastes like cardboard.

M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . .
29) What is your biggest fear in the world?: Losing someone else close to me. I wont be able to get through it again.
30) Kids or no kids?: No kids but chances are I'll end up having one or two anyways.
31) Cat or dog?: Dog. Not a big cat fan considering I'm allergic.
32) Half empty or half full?: Half full.
33) Mustard or ketchup?: Ketchup.
35) Newspaper or magazine?: Magazine.
36) Sandals or sneakers?: Flipflops. ^^
37) Wonder or amazement?: Amazement. Wonder means not knowing and I HATE not knowing.
38) Red car or white car?: Red. But if it's kept clean and pretty, white.
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich?: Um. . .happy and rich! There ya go!
40) Singing or dancing?: SINGING! Idol season 5 started last night! Woot!
41) Hugging or kissing?: Depends. Both are fine with me. ^^
42) Corduroy or plain?: Jeans.
43) Happy or sad?: Happy.
44) Preffered hair color?: I've got it! BLONDE!

A B O U T Y O U . . .
What time is it?: 10 in the morning.
Nicknames: Nicki, Kayura. Nattie, Louie, Poofy to Jeff. ^^
Names of siblings and age?: David, 17. Carly, 10.
Birthdate?: 10-30-85
Pets?: One German Shepherd dog.
Height?: 5'3.
Eye color?: Green.
Hair color?: Blonde!
Piercing(s): Three in each ear.

W H A T D O Y O U W A N T . . .
Where do you want to live?: Ideally in England or Japan but I know I could never live that far away from my mom. ^^
Kids do you want?: Zero, but like I said, I'll probably change my mind and have one or two.
Kind of job do you want?: My dream job is to be a recording artist but in reality I'm gunning to be and ESL teacher.
Do you want to get married?: Absolutely.

W H I C H I S B E T T E R . . .
2 doors or 4 (on a car)?: Four. It's just easier.
Coffee or ice cream?: Ice cream. Coffee doesnt like me very much.
Shampoo or conditioner?: Shampoo AND conditioner. I need both.
Bridges or tunnels?: Tunnels.
One pillow or two?: One.

*. . .F A V O R I T E S . . . *
Salad dressing?: Italian.
Color of socks?: White or black
Food?: How many times have we been through this? I have "the gut that never ends!" C'mon people!
Color?: Red, green, blue, and orange to name a few.
Non-alcoholic drink?: Water. I'm boring, I know.

R A N D O M . . .
1 MINUTE AGO: Taking this survey and listening to "Replace" by Ayumi Hamasaki.
1 DAY AGO: Working and getting together with Jeff.
1 WEEK AGO: I HAVE HORRIBLE SHORT TERM MEMORY!! I CANT REMEMBER THAT FAR BACK!!
1 YEAR AGO: See above.
I MISS: My daddy. I really really miss him today.
I AM: Me. Deal with it. *laughs*
Wearing: My jammies. I have yet to get dressed. I've also got my robe on.
Current Music: "Be my last"-Utada Hikaru
Current Taste: I was on a major Gorillaz hype and now I've shifted to a major Ayumi Hamasaki/JPop kick.
Current Hair: Messy right now. Like I said, I havnt done anything yet today.
Current Annoyance: OMG. . .I dont have one right now. . .*is shocked*
Current Smell: Incense. Jeff and I burned some last night.
Current thing I should be Doing: Getting off my butt and finishing my laundry. I also really need to get dressed.
Current Desktop Picture: Ayu-chan of course!!
Current Favorite Show: American Idol and The Gauntlet Two. Those are about the only shows I absolutely cant miss.
Current Book: Various manga and Harry Potter 6. Im re-reading it for like, the 3rd time.
Current Movie In DVD player: The third disk of Inuyasaha Season two.
Current Refreshment: None right now but Im gonna go get some water soon here.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
(not including real name):
1. Kayura
2. Nattie
3. Poofy (To Jeffrey only ^^)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE
HAD (AIM):
1. Diva1541 was my first one.
2. LilDuoBat02
3. LoveGorillaz04

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT
YOURSELF:
1. My hands.
2. My eyes.
3. My singing voice.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My thighs
2. My stomache
3. I'm horribly lazy and tend to overreact.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Italian
2. Scottish
3. German

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Not knowing.
2. Losing someone else close to me.
3. Not going anywhere in life.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY
ESSENTIALS:
1. Food
2. Music
3. Clothing

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE
BANDS (or artists [at the moment]):
1. Gorillaz
2. Ayumi Hamasaki
3. Mariah Carey

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE
SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Ayu-chan- Bold and Delicious
2. Gorillaz-DARE
3. Utada Hikaru-Passion

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT
TO DO IN THE NEXT 6 MONTHS:
1. Get started persuing my major in college
2. Get new contacts. I cant see crap with the ones I have now.
3. See Jeff another day of the week.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A
RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Honesty
2. Trust
3. Loyalty

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
(in no particular order):
1. I'm obsessed with JPop, particularly Ayu-chan at the moment.
2. I LOVE Dragonball Z!
3. I'm quick to trust and will do whatever anyone tells me.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT
THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT
APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes.
2. Voice.
3. Build.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Be okay and comfortable with Jeff's living situation.
2. Stop listening to music, particularly Ayu-chan and Gorillaz
3. Not go to school

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE PASTIMES:
1. Downloading music
2. Drawing
3. Singing.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO
DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Have piece of mind in all my worries.
2. Get dressed. I'm starting to feel really gross.
3. Watch Dragonball Z. I WANT TOOOO!!!

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE
CONSIDERING:
1. ESL teacher.
2. Some kind of foreign language person specializing in Spanish and Japanese.
3. If oportunity ever comes my way, a recording artist.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO
GO ON VACATION/HOLIDAY:
1. England.
2. Disney World. I'm going in 3 months! Woot!
3. Japan.

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Alexandra
2. Shandi
3. Jeffrey

3 THINGS TO DO BEFORE
YOU DIE:
1. Fly without assistance.
2. Accomplish all my goals
3. Go to England and Japan.

Have you ever....

[]Gone to summer camp
[]Refused to listen to a teacher
[X]Cried in public
[]Made a perverted snowman
[X]Picked flowers from other people's lawns
[X]Been grounded
[X]Tripped on your feet
[X]Checked under your bed before going to sleep
[]Played on a sports team
[X]Spent all day on the computer
[X]Worn black nail polish
[X]Forgotten a birthday of someone important
[X]Had a conversation with yourself
[]Fallen asleep at school
[]Lied to a doctor
[X]Been to a slumber party
[X]Had a pillow fight
[X]Lied about your age
[]Made fun of someone to fit in
[X]Stood up for someone who was being bullied
[X]Heard people talking badly about you
[]Been called fat
[]Been called anorexic
[X]Fainted
[X]Worn an article of clothing without realising the tag was still on
[X]Kicked someone 5 years younger than you
[]Cursed at a teacher
[X]Cried in front of a teacher
[]Cursed at a parent
[]Done drugs
[X]Had sex
[]Called the police
[X]Made a prank call
[]Stolen something from a store
[]Said a racist comment and meant it
[X]Made yourself throw up (while being sick)
[X]Thought you were going crazy
[X]Lied to a teacher
[X]Wished you were dead
[]Tried to kill yourself
[X]Given the finger to a complete stranger
[X]Been to a concert
[]Hurt an animal on purpose
[]Broken something that was special to someone else because you were mad
[X]Cheated on a test
[X]Copied off of someone else's homework
[]Sworn at a little kid
[]Driven while you were drunk
[X]Been in a car accident
[X]Spit in someone's food
[]Ran away from home
[]Held a real gun
[X]Wished someone would die
[]Been beaten up
[X]Beat someone else up
[]Wished someone would be raped
[X]Wondered what the world has come to
[]Had a crush on a teacher
[X]Ate so much you got sick
[X]Hurt yourself on purpose
[X]Thrown a glass object so that it broke
[]Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend
[]Kissed someone you hardly knew
[XX]Smoked a cigarette
[]Broken a bone
[X]Bitten someone
[X]Worn a mini skirt
[]Made out with someone of the same sex
[X]Eaten dog/cat food
[X]Stuck gum under a table
[X]Written on a desk at school
[X]Chewed on a pencil
[X]Spit on someone
[X]Been spit on
[]Driven over your lawn - on purpose
[X]Told your crush you liked them
[X]Skipped class
[X]Written on a cubicle in a public bathroom
[X]Stayed up all night
[]Eaten a bag of cookies in a day
[]Been kicked out of a store- movie theatre-
[]Put dog/cat food in someone's food
[]Refused to pay someone back after you promised you would
[X]Read someone else's diary
[X]Sworn at an animal
[X]Tripped in public
[X]Walked into a pole
[X]Walked into a parked car
[]Stapled your finger
[]Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
[]Found a bug in your cereal
[X]Been so lazy you wouldn't get up to go to the bathroom
[X]Fell off the bed
[]Peed your pants at school-
[X]Watched porn
[X]Almost drowned
[]Had a black eye
[X]Went rollerblading and crashed into a bush
[]Made fun of someone because they were fat
[X]Snuck out of the house
[X]Dyed your hair
[]Cut your own hair
[X]Been stung by a bee/wasp
[X]Climbed on a roof
[]Worn gothic make-up
[X]Had a contact break in your eye
[X]Had food poisoning
[]Had heat-stroke
[X]Bought an article of clothing and never wore it
[X]Cut yourself on a blade
[X]Fallen on glass
[X]Worn an article of clothing that was lime green
[]Eaten a bug
[X]Eaten something that fell on the ground
[X]Been to a shrink
[X]Had surgery
[X]Needed braces
[X]Worn a bikini
[X]Failed a test
[X]Failed a class
[]Been teacher's pet
[X]Been teacher's least favorite student
[X]Slow danced
[X]Been afraid of the dark
[]Seriously thought of hurting someone else
[X]Had a cavity
[X]Been in love

*is laughing* It's amazing how hysterically hypocritical some people can be. I'm at the point where I'm not even pissed anymore. I'm just rolling my eyes, shaking my head and laughing because it's hilarious. How very stupid. I'll explain later, possibly at Amy's party if I remember. My mood is still relatively good and I dont wanna ruin it by talking about this. So please, indulge yourself in this lovely survey. If you read it, pay attention to certain questions and answers. The reason for the above part is in there somewhere. And I know you're all perceptive enough to get it. Comment if you think you have and if you do, I'll explain then. ^^ Oh and despite the fact that it was 105 questions, it was a good survey. You all should take it. ^^

01. Name: Nicki
02. Age: 20
03. Birthday: October 30, 1985
04. Chinese Zodiac: Ox (Yay Hatsuharu!!)
05. Astrological Zodiac: Scorpio
06. Home Town: Omaha,NE
07. Eye Color: Green
08. Hair Color: Blonde
09. Height: 5'3.
10. Weight: Somewhere around the 130 range.
11. How many toes and fingers do you have: 10 of each. ^^

[.In today's world.]
~Today feels so...

11. Current Location: My favorite place. In my basement sitting in my recliner
12. Current Mood: Pretty good. Jeff's staying the night so I'm always in higher spirits when that happens.
13. Current Annoyance: I logged on as him under his myspace because I hadnt in forever. Only one thing really bugged me at the time but you know what? I dont even friggen care.
14. Current Hatred: The cold! I'm freezing my arse off!
15. Current Love: Jeff because I cant help it. Jeff and my new Ayumi CD I just burned. ^____^
16. Current Weather: Cold. Very very cold and sunny. Typical January I suppose.
17. Current Time: 3:45pm
18. Current Date: January 17, 2006.
19. Current Clothing: Blue jeans and a black t-shirt with a disco guy on it that says "Everytime I die."
20. Current Need: A BLANKET!! IM FREEEEEEZZZINNNG!!

[.That was so yesterday.]
~de ja vu?

21. Last person you saw: Um. . .whoever was at work today. I think Veronica was the last person I said goodbye to.
22. Last person you were pissed at: Jeff.
23. Last thing you touched: My computer. I'm typing on it right now.
24. Last thing you ate: A Hershey pie from Burger Fart.
25. Last person you talked to on the phone: My mom. The last person I texted was Jeff.
26. Last person you instant messaged: Syrian forever and ever ago.
27. Last thing you purchased: Dinner with Syrian.
28. Last book you read: Umm. .Harry Potter 6 was the last actual book. Manga-wise, Alice 19th numero cinco.
29. Last game you played: Text twists on Yahoo.
30. Last person you missed: Jeff. *feels like Im about to cry* And my dad always. *cries*

[.The future is too close.]
~It's so bright...

31. Where will you be living?: I dont know. Wherever the wind may take me.
32. With who?(if anyone): Hopefully my husband and family.
33. What will be your profession?: ESL Teacher. No, it's not sexual you perverts! It stands for English as a second language.
34. Married?: Yes, hopefully.
35. Your future car: If I have a family a Cadillac Escalade or Lincoln Navigator. I like the big SUV's. ^^
36. Your dream house: Is a dream. I havent thought of it yet. I has to be homey regardless so I guess my dream house is somewhere I love to be and feel safe.
37. Kids?: Dunno about that one. Eh, Ill probably end up having either one or two little bastards.
38. Pets?: Yes, I'm gonna have a pomeranian someday if it kills me!! And a big dog too! A big dumb dog!

[.Playing favorites.]
~I simply love those...

39. Favorite Color: Red, green, blue, and orange to name a few.
40. Favorite Animal: Panda Bear.
41. Favorite Artist/Band: Gorillaz, Mariah Carey, Ayumi Hamasaki, Utada Hikaru, Do as Infinity The Used, Blondie, Duran Duran.
42. Favorite kind of music: Anything except country. My absolute faves are JPop and Rock of any kind.
43. Favorite month: October.
44. Favorite weather: Warm, probably about 72 degrees with a nice gentle breeze.
45. Favorite sport: Dont like sports. I do like to watch figure skating and gymnastics.
46. Favorite food: Pfft, this would take all night.
47. Favorite stores: Best Buy, Waldenbooks, Boarders, Suncoast
48. Favorite article of clothing: My Nightmare Before Christmas hoodie. I love that thing to death.
49. Favorite song: Feh, I've got a million of those.
50. Favorite place to be: Right where Im at. In the basement in my recliner with my music and laptop.

[.What love life?.]
~Love is a battlefield...

A)
51. Single, taken, married?: Taken.
52. Are you in love?: Yes.
53. If so, with who?: Jeff.
54. Do they love you back?: I like to hope he does considering he wants to marry me but sometimes I'm not sure.
55. How long have you been with them?: 2 years and one month.
B)- [describe your ideal lover]
56. Eye color?: Blue
57. Hair color?: Dark, either black or brown.
58. Personality?: Someone who is understanding, will love me for me, respects me, would do anything for me (because I would for them if I love them), and above all is HONEST with me. Period.
59. Appearence?: If something or other attracts me to them, who cares what they look like?
60. Other: When I fall, I fall hard. I give you my all. You can always depend on me and I guarentee I never think of anything besides you. If you give me the same curtisy, we're meant to be.

[.The bad things.]
~The bad side of me...

61. My last argument was about...: I dunno. Something so stupid I dont even remember it.
62. I'm guilty of...:Being a hypocrit, being dishonest, not trusting, unforgiving, judgemental,jealous, and impatient.
63. I use profanity when...: I'm mad as hell.
64. I'm still mad at...: A lot of things. Mostly the siuation Im in with Jeff.
65. My worst trait is...: See number 62. Those are all my worst traits right there.
66. I lied to...: a lot of people. I regret it. It really doesnt pay to tell a lie.
67. I still haven't...: Cleaned my room or my bathroom. I really need to do that. . .
68. I hate...: Not knowing, feeling helpless, feeling scared, being nauseated, my job.
69. I want to harm...: Nobody as of now.
70. I failed at...: Changing myself. I cant change and you know what? I refuse to. I shouldnt have to change for anyone. I am who I am. Take it or leave it.


[.The good things.]
~Feel good about yourself...

71. My best trait is...: Im dependable and am willing to listen to all.
72. People like me because...: I dont know. Why do you all like me anyways?
73. I like to...: Draw, sing, watch anime, read manga, listen to music, download music, play on LJ, hang out with friends, go places with my mom
74. I'm happiest when...: I dont have anything to worry about. Which is rarely, trust me.
75. I want to...: make all this pain and crap go away. I mean the whole Jeff thing. I want things to be the way they were before everything happend.
76. I succeed at...: Breathing? *laughs*
77. The last time I helped someone was...: Gosh, I helped a lot of people today. I was on headset for 8 hours.
78. I wish for...: things to be easier for Jeff and I.
79. I laugh when...: I think something is funny or amusing.
80. Today, I will...: Be with Jeff. And I hope to god we dont fight.

[.Word Association.]
~What word comes to mind when I say...

81. Banana: Yellow.
82. Angelic: Angels.
83. Happy: Landfill.
84. Emo:What the heck is EMO?
85. Blanket: My blankey! ^^
86. Blue: Sky.
87. Deity: Something very powerful.
89. War: Blood and mess.
90. Melon: Cantalope.
91. Hate: Negative.
92. Run: Track and field.
93. December: Christmas.
94. Best Friend: All of my friends. You all are the best.
95. Worst Enemy: Myself.
96. Toothpaste: Yuck.
97. Television: Reality shows.
98. Competition: Goku and Vegeta.
99. Love: A wonderful feeling when it's returned. A horrible feeling when it's not.
100.Serendipity: Fairies. Dont ask me why.

[.Aftermath.]
~That was lame...

101. What time is it?: 4pm
102. Was this survey lame?: No this was one of the better ones actually. I liked how it was set up.
103. Where did you find this survey?: In some random person's LJ. I forget the name.
104. Will you force other people to take this?: No but I would read it if they did. ^^
105. How do you feel after filling out 105 survey questions?: I almost wish it would've been longer. ^^

Ugh! It's Martin Luther King day and of course that means all the little bastards are out of school which means Burger Fart was busy beyond belief. It was so busy that I had to stay an extra freakin' half hour so they could get our other headset person on break! I just hate staying late! And on top of that it snowed today! It's finally acting more like January around here. I swear, Nebraska has the most bizzare weather around.

On the flipside, I did another lovely survey. ^^ I love them and I dont know why. It's kinda long as usual but the results are always interesting. ^^

001. What is your name: Nicole Jo Frolio
002. Spell your name backwards: Oilorf Oj Elocin
003. Date of birth: 10/30/85
004. Male or female? Female
005. Astrological sign: Scorpio.
006. Nicknames: Nicki, Kayura, Nattie, Louie, and poopsmudge to various people.
007. Occupation: QCE at Burger King (Or as I like to call it, Burger Fart)
008. Height: 5'3
009. Weight: It varies. I dont feel like saying tonight. *sticks out tounge*
010. Hair color: BLONNDDEE!!
011. Eye color: GREEEENN!!
012. Where were you born: Omaha Nebraskee!
013. Where you reside now: Same exact place
014. age: 20
015. Screen name: Kayura04, LoveGorillaz04
016. E-mail address: kayura04@yahoo.com
017. What does your screen name stand for: Kayura is my DBZ character. She's Veggie's twin sis and Goku's wife. ^_^
018. What is your journal name? blondie1958
019. What does your journal name stand for? I'm blonde and 1958 is the year my dad was born.
020. Pets: One German Shepherd named Heidi.
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 20. We jammed 'em on there!
022. Piercings? Six, three in each ear.
023. Tattoo's? One, the kanji for "dream" on my lower back.
024. Shoe size? 7
025. Righty or lefty? Righty
026. Wearing: Jeans, UNO hoodie, white socks, my ratty Reeboks, my glasses and like six bracelets.
027. Hearing: The furnace.
028. Feeling: Exhausted. Tomorrow will be my third and final(thank God) day of getting up at 4am.
029. Eating/drinking: Now that you mention it, I could use some water. . .

People you know...

030. Craziest? Jeff ^^
031. Loudest? Sara
032. Nicest? Amanda
033. Bitchiest? Ashleigh *laughs* Just kidding Regina. ^^ None of them are bitchy really. . .
034. Life of the party? Jeff
035. Jock? Sara (you're athletic and you know it. . . *runs for life*)
036. Prep? Amy and Ashleigh. Sometimes I can be a bit preppy too.
037. Rebel? Jeff
038. Cutest? Jeffy!!! *squeeze*
039. Best friend of the same sex? Ashleigh
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? Jeff of course.
041. Most popular? Um. . .we all had our share of friends besides eachother.
042. Rudest? Sara and Erin.
043. Most shy? Syrian and Amanda
044. Dumbest? Pfft, me.
045. Smartest? Amy
046. Weirdest? We're anime fans! All of us are weird!
047. Has the best hair? I dunno! Ashleigh has pretty hair.
048. Best personality? We all rock!
049. Most talented? All of us have our own cool talents.
050. Most ghetto? Define "ghetto".
051. Most spoiled? Ashleigh
052. Drama queen? Ashleigh
053. Pain in the ass? Sara! She wouldn't stop taking pictures of people's butts the other night! DAMN YOU!!!
054. Funniest? Oh jeeze, there's no way I could choose. Sara is definatly the wittiest.
055. Best advice giver? People say me although Syrian gives great advice.
056. Druggie? Not part of our world.
057. Most likely to join a cult? Never really thought about it
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? Kinda off and on. I talk to her every few months.
059. You've been friends with the longest? Amy. I've known her since kindergarten.

Guys/Love/Kissin/And Other Stuff

061. Have you ever been in love? Currently. ^^
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? 2.
063. How many people have you been in love with? 1.
064. Have you been kissed? Of course!
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? Other then family, no.
066. Have you had a boyfriend/girlfriend? Currently. ^^
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? So many things I cant list them all here. I'm very picky.
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes or smile.
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? Someone who has high morals, is outgoing, and can make me laugh.
070. Do you have a bf/gf? Yep.
071. If so where did you meet them? Work of all places.
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? He makes me laugh and has the most adorable voice I've ever heard come out of a human being.
073. Do you have a crush right now? Besides my Jeffrey, no.
074. If so who is it? Just Jeffrey. ^^
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? Nope, it's psychologically impossible.
076. Do you remember your first love? Yes.
077. Who is the first person you kissed? Ok, I'm excluding all the stupid kisses on the playground and crap. That said, Chris White was my first real kiss.
078. Do you believe in fate? Not sure actually. Perhaps.
079. Do you believe in soul mates? Absolutely
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? I think I already have.

Family Stuff

104. How many siblings do you have? Two.
105. What are your parents names? Jeff and Marianne
106. What are your siblings names? David and Carly
107. How many siblings does your mother have? Three.
108. How many siblings does your father have? Four.
109. Where are your parents from? Right here in Omaha.
110. Is your family close? For the most part yes.
111. Does your family get together for holidays? Only on the big ones like Chritmas, Thanksgiving, and Easter.
12. Do you have a drunken uncle? Ooooh yeah. Uncle Conrad. *shakes head*
113. Any medical problems run through your family? Every type of heart problem and a few various cancers.
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? Dont believe so.
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? Not yet.
116. Are your parents divorced? No, mom is widowed. Miss you daddy!
117. Do you have step parents? Nope.
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? Maybe in the distant past.
119. If so for what? No clue, I wasnt born yet.
120. Did some of your family come to [insert your country here] from another country? Italy.

Music Stuff

121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? OMG, I've already taken this part of the survey!
122. What's the most embarrassing CD you own? okay I'll name another one. I have all of Britney Spears CD'S.
123. What's the best CD you own? I love all of them but right now "Demon Days"-Gorillaz.
124. What song do you absolutely hate? "Lonely"-Akon. That is THE most annoying song on the planet!
125. Do you sing in the shower? At the top of my lungs! And I'm not being sarcastic. I really do!
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? "Sometimes you cant make it on your own"- U2

Favorites

152. Color: Orange!
153. Food: I'll try anything once. I'm not picky.
154. Song: Right now I have about 10 favorite songs.
155. Show: The Gauntlet TWO, DBZ
156. School subject: Foreign Language, music
157. Band/singer: Gorillaz, Mariah Carey, Madonna, The Used, Blondie, Duran Duran, Coldplay
158. Animal: Panda Bear
159. Outfit: Just a t-shirt and jeans suit me fine!
160. Radio station: 89.7 the River
161. Movie: A Clockwork Orange
162. Pair of shoes:My mangled Reeboks. They're in such bad shape but they're so comfy!
163. Cartoon: Do you mean Anime? Because that list is like, 5 miles long.
164. Actor: Johnny Depp, Orlando Bloom, Adrian Brody, Jim Carrey, Jack Black, Ben Stiller
165. Actress: Nicole Kidman, Kate Hudson, Sarah Michelle Gellar, Bette Midler
166. Potato chip: Cooler Ranch Doritos and Chili Cheese Fritos.
167. Drink: Water baby!
168. Alcoholic drink: Pina Colada.
169. Holiday: Christmas I guess.
170. Perfume/cologne: Curious and Fantasy by Britney Spears
171. Pizza topping: Pepperoni
172. Jell-O flavor: Not a big jello fan.
173. Lunch meat: The Gobble monster!! (turkey for those of you who dont get it)
174. Board game: Life, Scrabble, Harry Potter Scene it, Clue
175. Video game: DDR!!! WOOT!
176. Website: Anything to do with Gorillaz or Dragonball, Livejournal.
177. Book: The Harry Potter Series
178. Computer game: SIMS 2!!
179. Number: 2.
180. Cereal: Life, Lucky Charms, and Cinnimon Toast Crunch
181. Comedian: Jim Carrey, Ellen Degeneres, Jack Black, Will Ferrel.
182. Dessert: PIE!! I loooove pie. . .
183. Disney character: *sings like Tom Jones* KUUUUUZZCOOOO!!!
184. Clothing store: Eh I dunno. Express is where I get all my jeans.
185. Pastime: Reading, playing on the computer, listening to music.
186. Teacher: Mrs. Brand (5th grade), Mr. Koerten (Science, Freshman year)
187. Childhood toy: My blankey!
188. Carnival game/ride: Rollercoaster fanatic here!!
189. Candy bar: Snickers
190. Magazine: Don't read many of those. Shojobeat and Newtype?
191. Salad dressing: Used to be ranch, now italian
192. Things to do on weekend: Hang out with friends or Jeff.
193. Hot drink: Hot chocolate.
194. Season: Fall!!
195. Sport to watch: Figure skating. *cheesy grin*
196. Person to talk to online: Syrii!!!



Name Game~ What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?

299. Jack: Off. I know I have a dirty mind.
300. Tiffany: Bride of Chucky. I'm serial! Oh wait, doesnt that fit so well?
301. Ben: Ben Hur. Good movie.
302. Maria: "Maria! You gotta see her!"-song by Blondie
303. Jennifer: JLO. Homewrecker!!
304. Nicole: Me!!
305. Amy: One of my good friends.
306. Adam: and Eve.
307. Richard: Grayson! Yay for Robin!!
308. Justin: God help me, Timberlake. IF I COULD HELP IT I WOULD DAMN YOU!
309. Arnold: Schwarzenegger. I know I Spelled the wrong.
310. Tom: cat. DOnt ask me why.
311. Melissa: This girl I used to work with like two years ago.
312. Charlotte: Charlotte's web
313. Harold: That bully from Hey Arnold!
314. John: Jeff's middle name!
315. Joel: That one host from Mystery Science Theatre! Anyone remember that show? It rocked!!
316. Vanessa: I always think of some evil super lady villain when I hear that name.
317. Michelle: Katon. I used to be friends with her in 1st grade.
318. Kevin: McAllister from Home Alone!
319. Brent: Proctor. I went to high school with him.
320. Jake: Cotton. I couple skated with him at Skateland in 6th grade.
321. Billy: Ugh, my cousin. Dont remind me.
322. Sarah: It's spelled wrong but for some reason that name makes me think of Poopy!
323. Natalie: My Harry Potter character!
324. Christy: Hemme from WWE.
325. Nick: One of my ex-managers. He was annoying.
326. Linda: One of my co-workers. She's this little Vietnamese lady who's very hyperactive and hilarious!
327. Taylor: Once again spelled wrong but that's my cousin's name.
328. Jordan: One of my old friends from my childhood.
329. Jaime: Lynne Spears. Sorry that's the only Jaime I know of!
330. Adrian: Love that name but it makes me think of Adrian Curry from America's Next Top Model.

Childhood Stuff

401. Did you play with Barbies? All the time but I'd prefer to forget it considering who I played with.
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? Yes! Every little kid back in the late 80's/early 90's did!
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? No. Shows like that never hold my interest.
404. Did you play Simon? Once or twice but I sucked at it.
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? "Chase your cares away! Worries for another day! Let the music play! Down in Fraggle Rock!" Hell yes!
406. Did you wet the bed? No but my poor brother did.
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? Both. I slept with my parents a lot.
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? No actually.
409. Were you shy? Absolutely not! I would go up to random people and just start talking!
410. Were you spoiled? For the first 3 years of my life before my brother came along.
411. Were you abused? Nope.
412. Did you go to the circus? Yeah we went every year.
413. Did you go to the zoo? A lot actually.
414. Were you in a car accident? Yes once. We were rear-ended. It wasnt serious.
415. Did you build snowmen? We have home video!
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? Depends on how bad the scrape was.
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? I'm the oldest! *sticks out tounge*
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? I still think slinkeys are cool!
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? YES! I was in love with Michealangelo!
420. Were you afraid of the dark? Oooh yes and I still am. I still sleep with a nightlight.
421. Did you have slumber parties? Every once in a while, yes.
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? Nope, that was a little before me.
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? I was a baby when she was popular.
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? Yes until I was 8 or 9.