Sakura Drops

blondie1958 @ 2006-01-28T20:31:00

2006-01-29T02:44:13Z

Jeff and I have officially broken up. This journal and this name are too full of memories so I will be creating a new journal within the next few days. Once I have all the info, Ill send it round to you all. Thank you so much for your continuing support of me. I love you all and for now, I'll just say I'm okay. Well, I'm not okay, but Im gonna be okay. Basically we're heading in two different directions and it got to the point where the good times outweighed the bad. He made his choice. He chose to live in dump with a bunch of idiots over someone who has loved and been there for him for two years. I guess that didnt mean much to him but you know what? It's okay. Because I'm better then that. I've gotten through much harder things and I deserve someone who will be equal with me. So for now, Im not okay but time is a great healer and I know in the end Ill be okay.

dot dot dot

2006-01-27T21:21:01Z

. . .yep. Thats me.

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Nasty Thong

What's Your Porn Star Name?

Only one year off. w00t!

2006-01-27T21:17:30Z

You Are 19 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Freeze! Nicki is in the building and is damn happy about it.

2006-01-26T22:32:57Z

You guys, I've really had it. I want Jeff to move back in with me period especially after what happend this morning. Okay, here's the whole story:

I'm at work and I get a phone call around 9am and am quite suprised when I see it's Jeff. He's usually sleeping around this time. Anywho, I answer and the first thing he says to me is, "How would you like to wake up with a gun pointed in your face and handcuffs on your writst?" I of course am immediatly alarmed and wasnt really getting what he was saying. Well, appearently one of his oh-so-dependable and nice roommates has had a warrent out for his arrest for some time now. His offence? Assault and battery of his ex-girlfriend.

Yeah. Nice guy.

Anywho from what Jeff told me, the cops burst into the house between 6 and 7 this morning and began cuffing and checking up on everyone's background. Jeff and his other two roommates were found to be clean and were let go. But the one kid who the cops were there for was arrested and they think he'll probably be spending a good three years in the pen. I dont know about any of you but I certainly dont want my boyfriend living in a house where people are getting arrested and the cops are invading and shit! This just further proves my point that the place is NOT safe by any means! It's for that reason that I want him to move back in here with me. My mom also agrees that it would probably be the best choice and she'd be willing to help. This is just simply the last straw for me. And I know it's not my decision to make whether he stays or goes but now I'll REALLY never be comfortable with him living there. I mean, having no structure and that Lauren chick living there were stressers enough but now the cops are involved and this is serious. My mom was like, "Well maybe now that that guy is gone, things will be better" and I told her that they're all weird! The situation will never get any better. I dont know if I mentioned this already but that Lauren girl moved out for like, 2 days and then came back. So yes, my joy in that was short lived. And yes, I still dont like her. Gosh, I just really want him to move back here. OH! So yes, another thing really quick.

So this morning, he calls me and tells me all this calamity that went on but I'm working so I cant talk about it right then. I told him I'd call him back when I went on break. So I call him and of course he talks to me for like, 2 minutes and then says he's gotta go as usual. I'm freaked out by this whole situation so I want to talk about it then and he keeps telling me we cant talk right then because all his roommates are around and everything and he refused to move to a spot he could talk to me where they wouldnt hear. So I got mad and we hung up. I shut my phone off and put it in my purse away from me because at that point I was just done with him. So I barely get through the remainder of my shift and in that short convo that we had when I was on break, I told him I was gonna come right from work to get him. He said okay. I got off at 1:30 and tried calling him 4 times and got now answer. It was then that I made up my mind. If he didnt answer his phone by the time I got there, I was gonna go knock on the door, go into the damn house and get him! I was on fire, let me tell ya and nothing could've prevented me from doing it. So low and behold, he didnt answer his phone so when I got to his place, I got outta the car and went and knocked on the door. . .5 times. I think I stood out there for a good 5 minutes and just as I was starting to get really REALLY pissed (I was gonna leave) he opened the door. This was while I was peering through the windows trying to see inside. I must've looked really funny to any innocent passerby.

Anywho, I asked him if he was coming with me or not and he said yes but to let him get his shoes on. So he went back inside and I started to walk back to my car when I decided that I was gonna go inside anyways. So I went back and opened the front door and walked right down into the living room. He was getting his shoes on and this Lauren person was sleeping on the recliner couch. She said hi and told me about that morning and how scary it was and blah blah blah. While she was talking to me I was kinda surveying the room trying to figure out where Jeff had been sleeping. I came to the conclusion that he had probably been sleeping on the couch next to the one that Lauren was on. So basically his head would've been by her feet but I cant be sure. Am I thrilled that they were the only ones sleeping down in that room? Not in the least but it didnt appear that they were very close to eachother. Gosh I dunno. It just sucks. So we were only there for like 2 minutes then we left. His wrists had marks on them from the handcuffs and I guess they really hurt because everytime I touched them he would flinch. I just hate that he had to go through that. I really hope he decides to move back with me, I really do. On another note, I'm proud of myself for going up to the door and going down into the house. Granted he still knew I was there but atleast I kinda got to see stuff. Im planning on doing this again and next time I hope everyone is there. Well, if there even is a next time considering he may move back here. I really really hope he does. I've come up with a million reasons why it would be better for him but at the same time, the choice is his. I just hope whatever decision he makes is the right one. Nevertheless, he's staying the night here tonight. He needs a good nights sleep after all the goings-on he had this morning. I've let him do what he wants since he's moved there. Tonight, I'm putting my foot down. I flat out refuse to drive him home. He's staying here so he can recover from all that crap. He agreed without putting up a a fight so hopefully thats a good sign. *sigh* I'm just tired of being tired. This whole thing has just exhausted me since it started taking place. I want it to be done. I really hope he comes back. I know he'd be healthier and more well rested at least. But one last time, the choice is his. I cant make him do anything but things are just gonna keep getting tougher before they get better. But they will get better. Atleast if he moves back here, that's a guarentee.

A much needed and long awaited musical interlude!

2006-01-25T22:23:28Z

This is the translation to one of my absolute FAVORTE Ayumi Hamasaki songs called "Rainbow." If you haven't heard it, you should. It ROCKS. Not to mention the lyrics are sweet as well. ^^

la la la...
I hear a gentle voice from somewhere
Which might have always been heard
The warmth found just near to me

I was forgiven by forgiving many things
Including my childhood so long ago
I was healed, though I intended to heal
I've just noticed, in the way
That I was saved by love
Though I tried to keep love away

You come down quietly from somewhere
And always tell me
Of the happiness just near to me

Supporting and being supported
I draw close to you little by little
Protecting and being protected
I get convinced
That I was saved by love
Though I tried to keep love away

If you have a pain hard to get over
Shall we share it and walk on?
Gathering pleasure too big for each of us
Shall we share them and walk on?

I sing this song only to you now
I sing this song only to you now
You are my special treasure
You are my special treasure

la la la...
No rain, can't get the rainbow
No rain, can't get the rainbow

Uggghhh... BLARGH!!

2006-01-23T18:56:34Z

Gosh I feel awful. I seem to have caught a touch of the flu because I've felt like crap since yesterday. In the morning yesterday I was fine but as the day went on, I kept feeling worse and worse. I had nausea and other problems on top of that, not to mention the cramps started kicking in at the same time. So I went to bed hoping I would feel better in the morning.

Nuh uh.

I got to work and immediatly knew I'd made a mistake. I should've called in sick in the first place but I didn't want Guisel to not have any help so I thought I'd tough it out and ask Vickie if I could leave early. I was able to, thank gosh. She sent me home at around 10:15ish and I've been chilling here ever since. Ashleigh and I were suppose to go and see Underworld Evolution tonight but now I dont think thats gonna happen. She'll probably come over and we'll just stay here. I thought maybe I could still go to the movie but this nausea comes in waves and I dont want to risk getting sick at the movies. Guh. It sucks to be sick. I really hope this goes away by tomorrow. I dont want to be sick the ENTIRE week. . .

A rant about stupid people.

2006-01-20T20:40:18Z

Okay, I'm not pissed off anymore or anything but I feel like I havent' bitched about work for a while so today is the day for that! All this week people have been so horribly stupid it's making me want to quit right here and now! People are so freakin' stupid it drives me crazy! I've said this before and I'll say it again. You never know how truely stupid the population is UNTIL you work retail of some kind. Seriously, is it that difficult to order a freaking cheeseburger? I swear more then half of Omaha needs to go back to elementary school and learn how to READ. The menu is right there! Dont ask me to waste an extra minute and a half reading off our list of drinks when it's right in front of you!! And please, decide what you want BEFORE pulling up to the intercom to order. Every other person for the past week has told me to "Hold on!" or "Give me a second!" NO! You want a minute it's gonna cost you an extra dollar! If they're wasting my time, why not do the same to them? ARRRGGG!! And you know what REALLY makes me wanna rip my hair out? This:

Uhhhhhhhhhhh I waaaaaannnnnt uhhhhhhhhhh. . . .ummmmmmm. . ..daaaaa. . oh gimmie aaaaaa....ummmmm...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGG! GO DIE ALREADY!!! That is soooo annoying!! You have no idea what its like to listen to that for 8 hours, 5 days a week. It really starts to take a toal on you. I had chest pain when I left from the idiots today! And then people dont remember what the hell they orderd and expect you to remember it for them! It's like, "Hello? I take close to 250-300 orders a day! You cant expect me to remember what everyone individually ordered! Gosh it's irritating. Then they second guess you and I'll admit I've been wrong at times but 95% of the time, I'm right! Or they'll totally space you off and sit at the window for a million years! Today this genious sat at the window a minute after I gave him everything he needed messing with his Palm Pilot! What're you the stupidest person on Earth? You dont sit at a drive thru window after you've gotten all your stuff and mess with your Palm Pilot! I cant believe the nerve of some people. They really do think the world revolves around them. It's sad really. I mean, it just goes to show that a lot of the world is dilusional enough to actaully believe that!! I swear to gosh, I dont know what goes through some people's minds! And stop breeding already! My gosh, it's a school day and these soccer moms are coming into the store with like, 6 kids each! Do the world a favor and use protection!!! It'll make my life a lot easier! And God help them if they have to pay .50 cents for a newspaper. People just take it without asking and then throw it away. It's only .50 cents you cheapscates. Oh, but that doesnt even compare to this bitchy old lady that comes through and orders a "medium iced tea no lemon".

First of all, you dont have to keep telling me you want no lemon in it because we dont even PUT lemon in it unless you ask for it yourself. Secondly, it's really sad when a penny is so important to you that you have to back up and retreve it! I mean, obviously you've got enough money to spare! You're driving a limited edition PT Cruiser and wearing the biggest diamond ring I've ever seen! Seriously, I gave the bitch her change and thought I'd grabbed 7 cents which was her change amount. Appearently I forgot a penny. She literally backed up and was like "I need another penny. Let's do it right next time. Thank you." so I threw the penny at her and just said "Sorry" with little to no emotion and slammed the window in her face. She didnt look happy but she came back the next day just like she always does. They always do. . .because they're stupid. ^____^

Anyways, that's the end of my rant. Thank you all for listening or rather reading. I feel better now having got that all out. ^^ On a slightly funnier note, earlier today I was squeezing a packet of tartar sauce and it exploded all over my hand. It looked like snot so I went in the back where Guisel and Veronica were and pretended to sneeze into my hand then I showed then my hand. They screamed so loud. It was absolutely hilarious. I totally grossed them out and I was so proud of myself. ^^ I love it when the joke isn't on me. Oh and Ashleigh's coming over tonight so we can watch more of Inuyasha! Wootness! I love Inuyasha. . .I do have to open tomorrow *gags* but I get Sunday off so that's always good. ^^ Anywho, better be going now. Oh but I have a quick question for all. If anyone has any idea of a good program to make cool covers for your CD's could you give me the name? I've always wanted to have one of those. Thanks ahead of time. ^_^

You probably wont read this but hey! It takes up space!

2006-01-19T22:40:05Z

Yes I know. Me and surveys. They're a great source of entertainment when you're bored or dont have anything to write about. Oh! One quick thing! If anyone is interested American Idol Season 5 premierd on Tuesday! I swear to gosh, if some of those people can get to the next round, I sure as hell can! Now if only I could find out about auditions in time. . . and if I do, expect to see me on American Idol Season 6! Anywho. . .

W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . .
1) Pierce your nose or tongue?: Nose probably. Sometimes it can be cute. ^^
2) Be serious or be funny?: Depends on the situation. I'd rather have more funny then serious.
3) Drink whole or skim milk?: Dont like milk so neither.

A R E Y O U . . .
4) Simple or complicated?: Simple. I like things to be easy because thats what laziness does to you. ^^

D O Y O U P R E F E R . . .
5) Flowers or angels?: Angels.
6) Grey or gray?: What?
7) Color or black-and-white photos?: Depends on the picture.
8) Lust or love?: Love.
9) Sunrise or sunset?: Sunrise. It's easier for me to wake up then stay up late.
10) M&Ms or Skittles?: M&M's. Chocolate. . .
11) Rap or rock?: Rock
12) Staying up late or waking up early?: See above. Early for real.
13) TV or radio?: Radio. I listen to it way more then I watch TV.
15) Eating apples or oranges?: Apples are easier but oranges taste better.

A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . .
16) Do you have a crush?: I'm in love.
17) Who is it?: Jeffrey. ^^

D O Y O U P R E F E R . . .
18) Being hot or cold?: Cold.
19) Tall or short people?: Roughly the same height as me unless I'm dating them. If thats the case then tall.
20) Sun or moon?: Moon.
21) Emeralds or rubies?: Emeralds.
22) Left or right?: Right.
23) Having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend: One best friend.
24) Snow or rain?: Rain. It's easier to deal with and less of a mess.
25) Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: CHOCOLATE!!
27) Green beans or carrots?: Carrots.
28) Low fat or fat free?: Low fat. Fat free usually tastes like cardboard.

M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . .
29) What is your biggest fear in the world?: Losing someone else close to me. I wont be able to get through it again.
30) Kids or no kids?: No kids but chances are I'll end up having one or two anyways.
31) Cat or dog?: Dog. Not a big cat fan considering I'm allergic.
32) Half empty or half full?: Half full.
33) Mustard or ketchup?: Ketchup.
35) Newspaper or magazine?: Magazine.
36) Sandals or sneakers?: Flipflops. ^^
37) Wonder or amazement?: Amazement. Wonder means not knowing and I HATE not knowing.
38) Red car or white car?: Red. But if it's kept clean and pretty, white.
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich?: Um. . .happy and rich! There ya go!
40) Singing or dancing?: SINGING! Idol season 5 started last night! Woot!
41) Hugging or kissing?: Depends. Both are fine with me. ^^
42) Corduroy or plain?: Jeans.
43) Happy or sad?: Happy.
44) Preffered hair color?: I've got it! BLONDE!

A B O U T Y O U . . .
What time is it?: 10 in the morning.
Nicknames: Nicki, Kayura. Nattie, Louie, Poofy to Jeff. ^^
Names of siblings and age?: David, 17. Carly, 10.
Birthdate?: 10-30-85
Pets?: One German Shepherd dog.
Height?: 5'3.
Eye color?: Green.
Hair color?: Blonde!
Piercing(s): Three in each ear.

W H A T D O Y O U W A N T . . .
Where do you want to live?: Ideally in England or Japan but I know I could never live that far away from my mom. ^^
Kids do you want?: Zero, but like I said, I'll probably change my mind and have one or two.
Kind of job do you want?: My dream job is to be a recording artist but in reality I'm gunning to be and ESL teacher.
Do you want to get married?: Absolutely.

W H I C H I S B E T T E R . . .
2 doors or 4 (on a car)?: Four. It's just easier.
Coffee or ice cream?: Ice cream. Coffee doesnt like me very much.
Shampoo or conditioner?: Shampoo AND conditioner. I need both.
Bridges or tunnels?: Tunnels.
One pillow or two?: One.

*. . .F A V O R I T E S . . . *
Salad dressing?: Italian.
Color of socks?: White or black
Food?: How many times have we been through this? I have "the gut that never ends!" C'mon people!
Color?: Red, green, blue, and orange to name a few.
Non-alcoholic drink?: Water. I'm boring, I know.

R A N D O M . . .
1 MINUTE AGO: Taking this survey and listening to "Replace" by Ayumi Hamasaki.
1 DAY AGO: Working and getting together with Jeff.
1 WEEK AGO: I HAVE HORRIBLE SHORT TERM MEMORY!! I CANT REMEMBER THAT FAR BACK!!
1 YEAR AGO: See above.
I MISS: My daddy. I really really miss him today.
I AM: Me. Deal with it. *laughs*
Wearing: My jammies. I have yet to get dressed. I've also got my robe on.
Current Music: "Be my last"-Utada Hikaru
Current Taste: I was on a major Gorillaz hype and now I've shifted to a major Ayumi Hamasaki/JPop kick.
Current Hair: Messy right now. Like I said, I havnt done anything yet today.
Current Annoyance: OMG. . .I dont have one right now. . .*is shocked*
Current Smell: Incense. Jeff and I burned some last night.
Current thing I should be Doing: Getting off my butt and finishing my laundry. I also really need to get dressed.
Current Desktop Picture: Ayu-chan of course!!
Current Favorite Show: American Idol and The Gauntlet Two. Those are about the only shows I absolutely cant miss.
Current Book: Various manga and Harry Potter 6. Im re-reading it for like, the 3rd time.
Current Movie In DVD player: The third disk of Inuyasaha Season two.
Current Refreshment: None right now but Im gonna go get some water soon here.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
(not including real name):
1. Kayura
2. Nattie
3. Poofy (To Jeffrey only ^^)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE
HAD (AIM):
1. Diva1541 was my first one.
2. LilDuoBat02
3. LoveGorillaz04

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT
YOURSELF:
1. My hands.
2. My eyes.
3. My singing voice.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My thighs
2. My stomache
3. I'm horribly lazy and tend to overreact.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Italian
2. Scottish
3. German

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Not knowing.
2. Losing someone else close to me.
3. Not going anywhere in life.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY
ESSENTIALS:
1. Food
2. Music
3. Clothing

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE
BANDS (or artists [at the moment]):
1. Gorillaz
2. Ayumi Hamasaki
3. Mariah Carey

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE
SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Ayu-chan- Bold and Delicious
2. Gorillaz-DARE
3. Utada Hikaru-Passion

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT
TO DO IN THE NEXT 6 MONTHS:
1. Get started persuing my major in college
2. Get new contacts. I cant see crap with the ones I have now.
3. See Jeff another day of the week.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A
RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Honesty
2. Trust
3. Loyalty

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
(in no particular order):
1. I'm obsessed with JPop, particularly Ayu-chan at the moment.
2. I LOVE Dragonball Z!
3. I'm quick to trust and will do whatever anyone tells me.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT
THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT
APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes.
2. Voice.
3. Build.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Be okay and comfortable with Jeff's living situation.
2. Stop listening to music, particularly Ayu-chan and Gorillaz
3. Not go to school

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE PASTIMES:
1. Downloading music
2. Drawing
3. Singing.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO
DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Have piece of mind in all my worries.
2. Get dressed. I'm starting to feel really gross.
3. Watch Dragonball Z. I WANT TOOOO!!!

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE
CONSIDERING:
1. ESL teacher.
2. Some kind of foreign language person specializing in Spanish and Japanese.
3. If oportunity ever comes my way, a recording artist.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO
GO ON VACATION/HOLIDAY:
1. England.
2. Disney World. I'm going in 3 months! Woot!
3. Japan.

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Alexandra
2. Shandi
3. Jeffrey

3 THINGS TO DO BEFORE
YOU DIE:
1. Fly without assistance.
2. Accomplish all my goals
3. Go to England and Japan.

Have you ever....

[]Gone to summer camp
[]Refused to listen to a teacher
[X]Cried in public
[]Made a perverted snowman
[X]Picked flowers from other people's lawns
[X]Been grounded
[X]Tripped on your feet
[X]Checked under your bed before going to sleep
[]Played on a sports team
[X]Spent all day on the computer
[X]Worn black nail polish
[X]Forgotten a birthday of someone important
[X]Had a conversation with yourself
[]Fallen asleep at school
[]Lied to a doctor
[X]Been to a slumber party
[X]Had a pillow fight
[X]Lied about your age
[]Made fun of someone to fit in
[X]Stood up for someone who was being bullied
[X]Heard people talking badly about you
[]Been called fat
[]Been called anorexic
[X]Fainted
[X]Worn an article of clothing without realising the tag was still on
[X]Kicked someone 5 years younger than you
[]Cursed at a teacher
[X]Cried in front of a teacher
[]Cursed at a parent
[]Done drugs
[X]Had sex
[]Called the police
[X]Made a prank call
[]Stolen something from a store
[]Said a racist comment and meant it
[X]Made yourself throw up (while being sick)
[X]Thought you were going crazy
[X]Lied to a teacher
[X]Wished you were dead
[]Tried to kill yourself
[X]Given the finger to a complete stranger
[X]Been to a concert
[]Hurt an animal on purpose
[]Broken something that was special to someone else because you were mad
[X]Cheated on a test
[X]Copied off of someone else's homework
[]Sworn at a little kid
[]Driven while you were drunk
[X]Been in a car accident
[X]Spit in someone's food
[]Ran away from home
[]Held a real gun
[X]Wished someone would die
[]Been beaten up
[X]Beat someone else up
[]Wished someone would be raped
[X]Wondered what the world has come to
[]Had a crush on a teacher
[X]Ate so much you got sick
[X]Hurt yourself on purpose
[X]Thrown a glass object so that it broke
[]Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend
[]Kissed someone you hardly knew
[XX]Smoked a cigarette
[]Broken a bone
[X]Bitten someone
[X]Worn a mini skirt
[]Made out with someone of the same sex
[X]Eaten dog/cat food
[X]Stuck gum under a table
[X]Written on a desk at school
[X]Chewed on a pencil
[X]Spit on someone
[X]Been spit on
[]Driven over your lawn - on purpose
[X]Told your crush you liked them
[X]Skipped class
[X]Written on a cubicle in a public bathroom
[X]Stayed up all night
[]Eaten a bag of cookies in a day
[]Been kicked out of a store- movie theatre-
[]Put dog/cat food in someone's food
[]Refused to pay someone back after you promised you would
[X]Read someone else's diary
[X]Sworn at an animal
[X]Tripped in public
[X]Walked into a pole
[X]Walked into a parked car
[]Stapled your finger
[]Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
[]Found a bug in your cereal
[X]Been so lazy you wouldn't get up to go to the bathroom
[X]Fell off the bed
[]Peed your pants at school-
[X]Watched porn
[X]Almost drowned
[]Had a black eye
[X]Went rollerblading and crashed into a bush
[]Made fun of someone because they were fat
[X]Snuck out of the house
[X]Dyed your hair
[]Cut your own hair
[X]Been stung by a bee/wasp
[X]Climbed on a roof
[]Worn gothic make-up
[X]Had a contact break in your eye
[X]Had food poisoning
[]Had heat-stroke
[X]Bought an article of clothing and never wore it
[X]Cut yourself on a blade
[X]Fallen on glass
[X]Worn an article of clothing that was lime green
[]Eaten a bug
[X]Eaten something that fell on the ground
[X]Been to a shrink
[X]Had surgery
[X]Needed braces
[X]Worn a bikini
[X]Failed a test
[X]Failed a class
[]Been teacher's pet
[X]Been teacher's least favorite student
[X]Slow danced
[X]Been afraid of the dark
[]Seriously thought of hurting someone else
[X]Had a cavity
[X]Been in love

I have nothing better to do.

2006-01-17T22:08:30Z

*is laughing* It's amazing how hysterically hypocritical some people can be. I'm at the point where I'm not even pissed anymore. I'm just rolling my eyes, shaking my head and laughing because it's hilarious. How very stupid. I'll explain later, possibly at Amy's party if I remember. My mood is still relatively good and I dont wanna ruin it by talking about this. So please, indulge yourself in this lovely survey. If you read it, pay attention to certain questions and answers. The reason for the above part is in there somewhere. And I know you're all perceptive enough to get it. Comment if you think you have and if you do, I'll explain then. ^^ Oh and despite the fact that it was 105 questions, it was a good survey. You all should take it. ^^

01. Name: Nicki
02. Age: 20
03. Birthday: October 30, 1985
04. Chinese Zodiac: Ox (Yay Hatsuharu!!)
05. Astrological Zodiac: Scorpio
06. Home Town: Omaha,NE
07. Eye Color: Green
08. Hair Color: Blonde
09. Height: 5'3.
10. Weight: Somewhere around the 130 range.
11. How many toes and fingers do you have: 10 of each. ^^

[.In today's world.]
~Today feels so...

11. Current Location: My favorite place. In my basement sitting in my recliner
12. Current Mood: Pretty good. Jeff's staying the night so I'm always in higher spirits when that happens.
13. Current Annoyance: I logged on as him under his myspace because I hadnt in forever. Only one thing really bugged me at the time but you know what? I dont even friggen care.
14. Current Hatred: The cold! I'm freezing my arse off!
15. Current Love: Jeff because I cant help it. Jeff and my new Ayumi CD I just burned. ^____^
16. Current Weather: Cold. Very very cold and sunny. Typical January I suppose.
17. Current Time: 3:45pm
18. Current Date: January 17, 2006.
19. Current Clothing: Blue jeans and a black t-shirt with a disco guy on it that says "Everytime I die."
20. Current Need: A BLANKET!! IM FREEEEEEZZZINNNG!!

[.That was so yesterday.]
~de ja vu?

21. Last person you saw: Um. . .whoever was at work today. I think Veronica was the last person I said goodbye to.
22. Last person you were pissed at: Jeff.
23. Last thing you touched: My computer. I'm typing on it right now.
24. Last thing you ate: A Hershey pie from Burger Fart.
25. Last person you talked to on the phone: My mom. The last person I texted was Jeff.
26. Last person you instant messaged: Syrian forever and ever ago.
27. Last thing you purchased: Dinner with Syrian.
28. Last book you read: Umm. .Harry Potter 6 was the last actual book. Manga-wise, Alice 19th numero cinco.
29. Last game you played: Text twists on Yahoo.
30. Last person you missed: Jeff. *feels like Im about to cry* And my dad always. *cries*

[.The future is too close.]
~It's so bright...

31. Where will you be living?: I dont know. Wherever the wind may take me.
32. With who?(if anyone): Hopefully my husband and family.
33. What will be your profession?: ESL Teacher. No, it's not sexual you perverts! It stands for English as a second language.
34. Married?: Yes, hopefully.
35. Your future car: If I have a family a Cadillac Escalade or Lincoln Navigator. I like the big SUV's. ^^
36. Your dream house: Is a dream. I havent thought of it yet. I has to be homey regardless so I guess my dream house is somewhere I love to be and feel safe.
37. Kids?: Dunno about that one. Eh, Ill probably end up having either one or two little bastards.
38. Pets?: Yes, I'm gonna have a pomeranian someday if it kills me!! And a big dog too! A big dumb dog!

[.Playing favorites.]
~I simply love those...

39. Favorite Color: Red, green, blue, and orange to name a few.
40. Favorite Animal: Panda Bear.
41. Favorite Artist/Band: Gorillaz, Mariah Carey, Ayumi Hamasaki, Utada Hikaru, Do as Infinity The Used, Blondie, Duran Duran.
42. Favorite kind of music: Anything except country. My absolute faves are JPop and Rock of any kind.
43. Favorite month: October.
44. Favorite weather: Warm, probably about 72 degrees with a nice gentle breeze.
45. Favorite sport: Dont like sports. I do like to watch figure skating and gymnastics.
46. Favorite food: Pfft, this would take all night.
47. Favorite stores: Best Buy, Waldenbooks, Boarders, Suncoast
48. Favorite article of clothing: My Nightmare Before Christmas hoodie. I love that thing to death.
49. Favorite song: Feh, I've got a million of those.
50. Favorite place to be: Right where Im at. In the basement in my recliner with my music and laptop.

[.What love life?.]
~Love is a battlefield...

A)
51. Single, taken, married?: Taken.
52. Are you in love?: Yes.
53. If so, with who?: Jeff.
54. Do they love you back?: I like to hope he does considering he wants to marry me but sometimes I'm not sure.
55. How long have you been with them?: 2 years and one month.
B)- [describe your ideal lover]
56. Eye color?: Blue
57. Hair color?: Dark, either black or brown.
58. Personality?: Someone who is understanding, will love me for me, respects me, would do anything for me (because I would for them if I love them), and above all is HONEST with me. Period.
59. Appearence?: If something or other attracts me to them, who cares what they look like?
60. Other: When I fall, I fall hard. I give you my all. You can always depend on me and I guarentee I never think of anything besides you. If you give me the same curtisy, we're meant to be.

[.The bad things.]
~The bad side of me...

61. My last argument was about...: I dunno. Something so stupid I dont even remember it.
62. I'm guilty of...:Being a hypocrit, being dishonest, not trusting, unforgiving, judgemental,jealous, and impatient.
63. I use profanity when...: I'm mad as hell.
64. I'm still mad at...: A lot of things. Mostly the siuation Im in with Jeff.
65. My worst trait is...: See number 62. Those are all my worst traits right there.
66. I lied to...: a lot of people. I regret it. It really doesnt pay to tell a lie.
67. I still haven't...: Cleaned my room or my bathroom. I really need to do that. . .
68. I hate...: Not knowing, feeling helpless, feeling scared, being nauseated, my job.
69. I want to harm...: Nobody as of now.
70. I failed at...: Changing myself. I cant change and you know what? I refuse to. I shouldnt have to change for anyone. I am who I am. Take it or leave it.

[.The good things.]
~Feel good about yourself...

71. My best trait is...: Im dependable and am willing to listen to all.
72. People like me because...: I dont know. Why do you all like me anyways?
73. I like to...: Draw, sing, watch anime, read manga, listen to music, download music, play on LJ, hang out with friends, go places with my mom
74. I'm happiest when...: I dont have anything to worry about. Which is rarely, trust me.
75. I want to...: make all this pain and crap go away. I mean the whole Jeff thing. I want things to be the way they were before everything happend.
76. I succeed at...: Breathing? *laughs*
77. The last time I helped someone was...: Gosh, I helped a lot of people today. I was on headset for 8 hours.
78. I wish for...: things to be easier for Jeff and I.
79. I laugh when...: I think something is funny or amusing.
80. Today, I will...: Be with Jeff. And I hope to god we dont fight.

[.Word Association.]
~What word comes to mind when I say...

81. Banana: Yellow.
82. Angelic: Angels.
83. Happy: Landfill.
84. Emo:What the heck is EMO?
85. Blanket: My blankey! ^^
86. Blue: Sky.
87. Deity: Something very powerful.
89. War: Blood and mess.
90. Melon: Cantalope.
91. Hate: Negative.
92. Run: Track and field.
93. December: Christmas.
94. Best Friend: All of my friends. You all are the best.
95. Worst Enemy: Myself.
96. Toothpaste: Yuck.
97. Television: Reality shows.
98. Competition: Goku and Vegeta.
99. Love: A wonderful feeling when it's returned. A horrible feeling when it's not.
100.Serendipity: Fairies. Dont ask me why.

[.Aftermath.]
~That was lame...

101. What time is it?: 4pm
102. Was this survey lame?: No this was one of the better ones actually. I liked how it was set up.
103. Where did you find this survey?: In some random person's LJ. I forget the name.
104. Will you force other people to take this?: No but I would read it if they did. ^^
105. How do you feel after filling out 105 survey questions?: I almost wish it would've been longer. ^^

Ah, the things you do when you're bored...

2006-01-16T20:54:04Z

Ugh! It's Martin Luther King day and of course that means all the little bastards are out of school which means Burger Fart was busy beyond belief. It was so busy that I had to stay an extra freakin' half hour so they could get our other headset person on break! I just hate staying late! And on top of that it snowed today! It's finally acting more like January around here. I swear, Nebraska has the most bizzare weather around.

On the flipside, I did another lovely survey. ^^ I love them and I dont know why. It's kinda long as usual but the results are always interesting. ^^

001. What is your name: Nicole Jo Frolio
002. Spell your name backwards: Oilorf Oj Elocin
003. Date of birth: 10/30/85
004. Male or female? Female
005. Astrological sign: Scorpio.
006. Nicknames: Nicki, Kayura, Nattie, Louie, and poopsmudge to various people.
007. Occupation: QCE at Burger King (Or as I like to call it, Burger Fart)
008. Height: 5'3
009. Weight: It varies. I dont feel like saying tonight. *sticks out tounge*
010. Hair color: BLONNDDEE!!
011. Eye color: GREEEENN!!
012. Where were you born: Omaha Nebraskee!
013. Where you reside now: Same exact place
014. age: 20
015. Screen name: Kayura04, LoveGorillaz04
016. E-mail address: kayura04@yahoo.com
017. What does your screen name stand for: Kayura is my DBZ character. She's Veggie's twin sis and Goku's wife. ^_^
018. What is your journal name? blondie1958
019. What does your journal name stand for? I'm blonde and 1958 is the year my dad was born.
020. Pets: One German Shepherd named Heidi.
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 20. We jammed 'em on there!
022. Piercings? Six, three in each ear.
023. Tattoo's? One, the kanji for "dream" on my lower back.
024. Shoe size? 7
025. Righty or lefty? Righty
026. Wearing: Jeans, UNO hoodie, white socks, my ratty Reeboks, my glasses and like six bracelets.
027. Hearing: The furnace.
028. Feeling: Exhausted. Tomorrow will be my third and final(thank God) day of getting up at 4am.
029. Eating/drinking: Now that you mention it, I could use some water. . .

People you know...

030. Craziest? Jeff ^^
031. Loudest? Sara
032. Nicest? Amanda
033. Bitchiest? Ashleigh *laughs* Just kidding Regina. ^^ None of them are bitchy really. . .
034. Life of the party? Jeff
035. Jock? Sara (you're athletic and you know it. . . *runs for life*)
036. Prep? Amy and Ashleigh. Sometimes I can be a bit preppy too.
037. Rebel? Jeff
038. Cutest? Jeffy!!! *squeeze*
039. Best friend of the same sex? Ashleigh
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? Jeff of course.
041. Most popular? Um. . .we all had our share of friends besides eachother.
042. Rudest? Sara and Erin.
043. Most shy? Syrian and Amanda
044. Dumbest? Pfft, me.
045. Smartest? Amy
046. Weirdest? We're anime fans! All of us are weird!
047. Has the best hair? I dunno! Ashleigh has pretty hair.
048. Best personality? We all rock!
049. Most talented? All of us have our own cool talents.
050. Most ghetto? Define "ghetto".
051. Most spoiled? Ashleigh
052. Drama queen? Ashleigh
053. Pain in the ass? Sara! She wouldn't stop taking pictures of people's butts the other night! DAMN YOU!!!
054. Funniest? Oh jeeze, there's no way I could choose. Sara is definatly the wittiest.
055. Best advice giver? People say me although Syrian gives great advice.
056. Druggie? Not part of our world.
057. Most likely to join a cult? Never really thought about it
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? Kinda off and on. I talk to her every few months.
059. You've been friends with the longest? Amy. I've known her since kindergarten.

Guys/Love/Kissin/And Other Stuff

061. Have you ever been in love? Currently. ^^
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? 2.
063. How many people have you been in love with? 1.
064. Have you been kissed? Of course!
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? Other then family, no.
066. Have you had a boyfriend/girlfriend? Currently. ^^
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? So many things I cant list them all here. I'm very picky.
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes or smile.
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? Someone who has high morals, is outgoing, and can make me laugh.
070. Do you have a bf/gf? Yep.
071. If so where did you meet them? Work of all places.
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? He makes me laugh and has the most adorable voice I've ever heard come out of a human being.
073. Do you have a crush right now? Besides my Jeffrey, no.
074. If so who is it? Just Jeffrey. ^^
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? Nope, it's psychologically impossible.
076. Do you remember your first love? Yes.
077. Who is the first person you kissed? Ok, I'm excluding all the stupid kisses on the playground and crap. That said, Chris White was my first real kiss.
078. Do you believe in fate? Not sure actually. Perhaps.
079. Do you believe in soul mates? Absolutely
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? I think I already have.

Family Stuff

104. How many siblings do you have? Two.
105. What are your parents names? Jeff and Marianne
106. What are your siblings names? David and Carly
107. How many siblings does your mother have? Three.
108. How many siblings does your father have? Four.
109. Where are your parents from? Right here in Omaha.
110. Is your family close? For the most part yes.
111. Does your family get together for holidays? Only on the big ones like Chritmas, Thanksgiving, and Easter.
12. Do you have a drunken uncle? Ooooh yeah. Uncle Conrad. *shakes head*
113. Any medical problems run through your family? Every type of heart problem and a few various cancers.
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? Dont believe so.
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? Not yet.
116. Are your parents divorced? No, mom is widowed. Miss you daddy!
117. Do you have step parents? Nope.
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? Maybe in the distant past.
119. If so for what? No clue, I wasnt born yet.
120. Did some of your family come to [insert your country here] from another country? Italy.

Music Stuff

121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? OMG, I've already taken this part of the survey!
122. What's the most embarrassing CD you own? okay I'll name another one. I have all of Britney Spears CD'S.
123. What's the best CD you own? I love all of them but right now "Demon Days"-Gorillaz.
124. What song do you absolutely hate? "Lonely"-Akon. That is THE most annoying song on the planet!
125. Do you sing in the shower? At the top of my lungs! And I'm not being sarcastic. I really do!
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? "Sometimes you cant make it on your own"- U2

Favorites

152. Color: Orange!
153. Food: I'll try anything once. I'm not picky.
154. Song: Right now I have about 10 favorite songs.
155. Show: The Gauntlet TWO, DBZ
156. School subject: Foreign Language, music
157. Band/singer: Gorillaz, Mariah Carey, Madonna, The Used, Blondie, Duran Duran, Coldplay
158. Animal: Panda Bear
159. Outfit: Just a t-shirt and jeans suit me fine!
160. Radio station: 89.7 the River
161. Movie: A Clockwork Orange
162. Pair of shoes:My mangled Reeboks. They're in such bad shape but they're so comfy!
163. Cartoon: Do you mean Anime? Because that list is like, 5 miles long.
164. Actor: Johnny Depp, Orlando Bloom, Adrian Brody, Jim Carrey, Jack Black, Ben Stiller
165. Actress: Nicole Kidman, Kate Hudson, Sarah Michelle Gellar, Bette Midler
166. Potato chip: Cooler Ranch Doritos and Chili Cheese Fritos.
167. Drink: Water baby!
168. Alcoholic drink: Pina Colada.
169. Holiday: Christmas I guess.
170. Perfume/cologne: Curious and Fantasy by Britney Spears
171. Pizza topping: Pepperoni
172. Jell-O flavor: Not a big jello fan.
173. Lunch meat: The Gobble monster!! (turkey for those of you who dont get it)
174. Board game: Life, Scrabble, Harry Potter Scene it, Clue
175. Video game: DDR!!! WOOT!
176. Website: Anything to do with Gorillaz or Dragonball, Livejournal.
177. Book: The Harry Potter Series
178. Computer game: SIMS 2!!
179. Number: 2.
180. Cereal: Life, Lucky Charms, and Cinnimon Toast Crunch
181. Comedian: Jim Carrey, Ellen Degeneres, Jack Black, Will Ferrel.
182. Dessert: PIE!! I loooove pie. . .
183. Disney character: *sings like Tom Jones* KUUUUUZZCOOOO!!!
184. Clothing store: Eh I dunno. Express is where I get all my jeans.
185. Pastime: Reading, playing on the computer, listening to music.
186. Teacher: Mrs. Brand (5th grade), Mr. Koerten (Science, Freshman year)
187. Childhood toy: My blankey!
188. Carnival game/ride: Rollercoaster fanatic here!!
189. Candy bar: Snickers
190. Magazine: Don't read many of those. Shojobeat and Newtype?
191. Salad dressing: Used to be ranch, now italian
192. Things to do on weekend: Hang out with friends or Jeff.
193. Hot drink: Hot chocolate.
194. Season: Fall!!
195. Sport to watch: Figure skating. *cheesy grin*
196. Person to talk to online: Syrii!!!

Name Game~ What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?

299. Jack: Off. I know I have a dirty mind.
300. Tiffany: Bride of Chucky. I'm serial! Oh wait, doesnt that fit so well?
301. Ben: Ben Hur. Good movie.
302. Maria: "Maria! You gotta see her!"-song by Blondie
303. Jennifer: JLO. Homewrecker!!
304. Nicole: Me!!
305. Amy: One of my good friends.
306. Adam: and Eve.
307. Richard: Grayson! Yay for Robin!!
308. Justin: God help me, Timberlake. IF I COULD HELP IT I WOULD DAMN YOU!
309. Arnold: Schwarzenegger. I know I Spelled the wrong.
310. Tom: cat. DOnt ask me why.
311. Melissa: This girl I used to work with like two years ago.
312. Charlotte: Charlotte's web
313. Harold: That bully from Hey Arnold!
314. John: Jeff's middle name!
315. Joel: That one host from Mystery Science Theatre! Anyone remember that show? It rocked!!
316. Vanessa: I always think of some evil super lady villain when I hear that name.
317. Michelle: Katon. I used to be friends with her in 1st grade.
318. Kevin: McAllister from Home Alone!
319. Brent: Proctor. I went to high school with him.
320. Jake: Cotton. I couple skated with him at Skateland in 6th grade.
321. Billy: Ugh, my cousin. Dont remind me.
322. Sarah: It's spelled wrong but for some reason that name makes me think of Poopy!
323. Natalie: My Harry Potter character!
324. Christy: Hemme from WWE.
325. Nick: One of my ex-managers. He was annoying.
326. Linda: One of my co-workers. She's this little Vietnamese lady who's very hyperactive and hilarious!
327. Taylor: Once again spelled wrong but that's my cousin's name.
328. Jordan: One of my old friends from my childhood.
329. Jaime: Lynne Spears. Sorry that's the only Jaime I know of!
330. Adrian: Love that name but it makes me think of Adrian Curry from America's Next Top Model.

Childhood Stuff

401. Did you play with Barbies? All the time but I'd prefer to forget it considering who I played with.
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? Yes! Every little kid back in the late 80's/early 90's did!
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? No. Shows like that never hold my interest.
404. Did you play Simon? Once or twice but I sucked at it.
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? "Chase your cares away! Worries for another day! Let the music play! Down in Fraggle Rock!" Hell yes!
406. Did you wet the bed? No but my poor brother did.
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? Both. I slept with my parents a lot.
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? No actually.
409. Were you shy? Absolutely not! I would go up to random people and just start talking!
410. Were you spoiled? For the first 3 years of my life before my brother came along.
411. Were you abused? Nope.
412. Did you go to the circus? Yeah we went every year.
413. Did you go to the zoo? A lot actually.
414. Were you in a car accident? Yes once. We were rear-ended. It wasnt serious.
415. Did you build snowmen? We have home video!
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? Depends on how bad the scrape was.
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? I'm the oldest! *sticks out tounge*
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? I still think slinkeys are cool!
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? YES! I was in love with Michealangelo!
420. Were you afraid of the dark? Oooh yes and I still am. I still sleep with a nightlight.
421. Did you have slumber parties? Every once in a while, yes.
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? Nope, that was a little before me.
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? I was a baby when she was popular.
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? Yes until I was 8 or 9.

grrooowwwlll

2006-01-15T23:39:28Z

Alright, Im about to bitch so please, if you dont wanna read it then just dont. Im very very annoyed right now so bare that in mind. It's funny how in one entry I can be like "Oh I love Jeff. He's so sweet, he means everything to me and blah blah" but in the next entry I'm completely bitching about him and pissed off! Maybe thats part of being in a relationship as long as we have been but I dont know. Alls I know is Im annoyed and need to vent.

The following things bug me, not just about Jeff although since Im annoyed with him this is directed at him primarily, but about all people. Im gonna make a list to make it easier on myself.

1) I hate it when people are dishonest in any sense. I dont care what the situation is. If you're bullshitting, Im done.

2) I hate it when people say they're going to do one thing and do another! For example, Jeff told me last night that we would hang out today and he would call me when he got up. I told him that he wasnt gonna get up on time because he never does and once again he told me he would and that he was gonna go to bed decent and everything. This also coninsides with number one now that I look at it. Theres no way he went to bed when he said he would because he's probably still sleeping right now! He probably went to bed at 6 in the morning like always and now he's not gonna wake up on time to see me!

3)I hate when people say they're gonna call me at a certain time and it ends up being two, three hours later before I hear anything! This one is mostly for Jeff. He does this all the freakin' time! He says he's gonna call me in 5 minutes and 5 minutes turns into three hours! Gosh, that makes me mad. I always call him on time, I always try to make sure Im ready to see him on time, if I tell him Im gonna have my phone I do and I always answer when he calls. I always have the phone somewhere that its easily accessable. Now, I know that sometimes Im no the best at answering my phone but know that if I dont it's because it died or its not around me at the time. However, if I tell you Im gonna have my phone and I do, I WILL answer. Thats just the right thing to do.

So yeah, if this third day thing is gonna work out, he needs to put forth the effort so maybe I should just forget about it. He's not gonna get up on time, he's not gonna go to bed on time, he's not gonna do anything! If he doesnt start putting forth some effort then maybe everything wont be as fine as I thought it would be. Im tired of always being the one to be like , "When can we see eachother?" and "When are you coming over" and shit. It's his turn. Im not gonna call him, Im not gonna make plans to see him for extra time, Im not doing it. I've been doing it so now its his turn. And if he doesnt do it then I guess I have my answer. Whatever. Im done for now. This is just stupid. He'll do what he needs to do I guess. If he cant fit me into his schedule then Im not gonna bother to fit him into mine.

This was funny. You all should do it too.

2006-01-15T20:37:11Z

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Post your results.
1) Is vaitris a college student? Yep, anthro major.
2) Which of your friends should mcarchus go out with? Well, none because we're all girls. ^^
3) What exotic animal would ilchymis like as a pet? Oh gawd, a big fat honkin' snake no doubt,
4) Does mcarchus do drugs? Not that I know of.
5) If shingo_the_pest and azarathian_rori were siamese twins, where would they be joined? At the hip. I dont think they'd mind because they could talk about yaoi all the time!
6) Is ilchymis related to you? Nope.
7) What comic book character would ilchymis be? Something evil and/or dragon-related.
8) Does shingo_the_pest smoke? No! And thats a very good thing.
9) Is ilchymis a nerd? We're all nerds. And we're proud of it!
10) Is sam_evans04 a high school student? She was two years ago. We graduated '04.
11) Does queenamy63 have a crush on ilchymis? o.0 No, she's too boycrazy. ^^
12) What animal should vaitris be combined with? A horny lemming.
13) Is vaitris in a relationship? No, but she' s got about a million guys that want her.
14) One quality you find attractive in sam_evans04? I DONT FIND HER ATTRACTIVE!! SHE'S MARRIED TO MY BROTHER FOR GOD SAKE!
15) What do you agree with azarathian_rori about? A lot of things. We both agree that Jack Black is adorable and we dont care what anyone else says!
16) Does queenamy63 drink? Not excessively. She told me she's had a few sips of stuff.
17) Is ilchymis athletic? She's really good at games. Does that count?
18) Would you ever date sam_evans04? No, dont like girls. And I could never think of her that way anyways.
19) Would shingo_the_pest be a better ninja or pirate? I dont know. Manda-san, pick one!
20) Does vaitris travel a lot? She's gone to SanFransico a few times.
21) What do you disagree with shingo_the_pest about? We dont really disagree on much at all. I guess the closest thing would be she likes yaoi and Im not to fond of it.
22) Has shingo_the_pest dyed their hair? No, but she cut a lot of it off.
23) If mcarchus were hanging off a cliff, what would azarathian_rori do? She'd probably save him! I mean, she's not THAT evil!
24) When did you last call azarathian_rori? Yesterday. ^^ We hung out for a bit.
25) Has mcarchus been to your house/dorm? Yes a few times for various parties.
26) Are vaitris and ilchymis married? *is laughing hysterically*
27) What is mcarchus's favorite game? No clue. Matt, what's your favorite game?
28) How would mcarchus kill queenamy63? ARE YOU CRAZY??
29) What planet should vaitris be from? The Land of the Mullets. Either that or the Amazing Luminous Outhouse.
30) What is vaitris's favorite food? Poop.

Uh ohh!

2006-01-15T04:45:07Z

You will go to jail for:	Starting your own cult which worships beanie babies

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Never again!

2006-01-13T15:44:05Z

Okay so Jeff, Syrian, and I went to club Roxbury last night and I only have one word to describe it. LAME! That was possibly one of the biggest busts ever! We spent 10 dollars each to get in and only ended up staying for 45 minutes and the first half of that was trying to get through the door! First we got there at 7 and they werent open yet so we thought okay, we'll come back at 8. We get there at 8 and they dont start the 18 and over thing until 9! So I'm already pretty fed up with this whole thing already. Jeff and Syri still wanted to go though and I didnt want to be a party pooper so I sucked it up and went too. They finally opened the doors at like, 10 after nine and the employees there were really rude and stuff. We finally got in and as I expected, everyone there was either a skank or a horny guy looking for a quick screw. It was just not our kind of environment at all. We stuck around for a while and tried to give it a chance but it was just so unbareably retarded. There were also these two old guys there who looked like they were about 50 or something trying to party with everyone! Seriously, they looked like they had to be the oldest people in there no doubt. Anyways, after we saw them Jeff was like, "Let's so sit down." So we did and we all just kinda looked at eachother and I go, "Lets go now" and they jumped up and we left. Yeah it was lame. The music sucked on top of everything else. All it was was some stupid rap shit that you cant dance to! We were hoping for some techo or something. I guess nowadays you have to go to a gay club to get good dancing music. ^^ So yes, DO NOT GO TO CLUB ROXBURY! It's a waste of 10 dollars although if you want a quick screw or a skank then that's definatly the place for you. Otherwise it ut sucks.

So anyways, we left the horror of the club and decided to go to Village Inn and get breakfast. That was way more our scene. We called it quits at about 11 and Syri went home and Jeff and I went to my house for a little bit. I took him home at about 12:45. I wanted him to stay the night but he didnt want to. He had to clean once again. *is really agitated and being saracasitc* But he promised me he'd stay the night on Tuesday so I'm holding him to that. And I dont think he'll back out either because I told him and he agreed in advance. So meh! *sticks out tounge at Jeff* And I also told him that I wanted another day to see him. Two days just isnt enough. And I told him that if I had to come over and get him up I would. We didnt really get a chance to talk about that too much last night but I figure we can on Tuesday. He told me he wants another day too so we'll work something out. He said some really sweet things to me last night so that made me happy. ^^ He told me that I'd always be his best friend, he would always love me, and that these new roommates of his were'nt ever going to replace me. That made me really happy to hear him say that because he'd never said anything like that to me before. So I feel okay now. Still not happy by any means that he's living there, but okay. Despite the horrible club, we had a really great time last night. I love him so much. I really do. I just wish all this crap with his house would blow over SOON. The bottom line is I just wanna be with him. Plain and simple. And I know he wants to be with me too. Eventually things are gonna work themselves out. It's not gonna be easy or fun but I know they will. And if they dont, I've gotten through a lot harder things. Either way I'll be okay. I'll always have you guys and my family if the off chance should occur and things dont work out. But they will. I have faith. ^^

Oh and PS, I LOOOVE MY NEW ICON! It's Ayu-chan! For those of you who dont know, she's a big JPOP star. She rocks. ^^ If I was Japanese, I would want to look like her. Hands down. ^^

I got the same one as Matt!

2006-01-12T21:41:34Z

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The Seven Deadly Sins

2006-01-12T03:12:36Z

ANGER
1)Who did you last get angry with? Jeff. You all know about that already. ^^

2)What is your weapon of choice? Cool sharp things. I'd like to have knives that come out of my knuckles like Wolverine and I'd be a martial arts master on top of that.

3)Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? Yeah, I have before but only because they deserved it.

4)How about of the same sex? Once again, have before but it was all in good fun or they deserved it.

5)Who was the last person who got really angry at you? Hmm. . .good question. My brother probably.

6)What is your pet peeve? Just one? weeell, one of my biggest is when people sing along with songs and dont know the words. That is sooooo annoying OMG...

7)Do you keep grudges or can you let go easily? Depends. A lot of times I'll be mad about something, get over it for the time being but then remember it or it gets brought up later on and I get mad all over again.

SLOTH
1)What is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you havent done in a while? Clean my room.

2)What is the latest you've ever woken up? Im incapable of sleeping late. I'd say 2 in the afternoon and that was after prom.

3)Name a person you've been meaning to contact but havent. My friend Leah. I really do need to do that.

4)What is the last lame excuse you made? "I went deaf for a few minutes."

5)Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? (one of the long ones?) I used to watch those "Feed the Children" infomercials that were on at like, 5 in the mornig.

6)When was the last time you got a good workout? Pfft, gym class 8th grade.

7)How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? Only once or twice usually.

GLUTTONY
1)What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? I usually only drink water but if I had to choose I'd say Propel or Sobe.

2) Meat eater: white meat or dark meat? Whatever Im in the mood for.

3) What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? Dont drink usually but I guess one pina colada would be my limit.

4) Have you ever used a profession diet company? I did Weight Watchers for like, 5 minutes.

5)Do you have an issue with your weight? I think I do, other people dont think I should. I want to be 10 pounds lighter atleast. That'd get me back to 120. ^^

6)Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? Sweet but I need a little of the other two to balance stuff out.

7)Have you ever looked at a small house, pet, or child and thought "LUNCH!" What are you insane?

LUST
1) How many people have you seen naked not counting movies/family? Completely naked? One.

2)How many people have seen YOU naked not counting doctors/family? One. *feels proud*

3)Have you ever caught yourself staring at the crotch/chest of a memeber of your gender of choice during normal conversation? No, but I catch people staring at mine all the time.

4) Have you "done it?" Are you refering to sex? Yes for the most part.

5)Whats your favorite body part of the gender of your choice? Sorry to disappoint you but it's nothing perverted. Eyes mostly.

6)Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? Not that I recall. . .

7)Have you ever had to get tested for pregnancy or an STD? Not yet and Im in no hurry either.

GREED
1)How many credit cards do you own? One and thats for the best, trust me.

2)Whats your guilty pleasure store? Suncoast and Best Buy. Anime. . .*drools*

3) If had one million dollars what would you do with it? Im horrible. I would blow it all on shit. And thats the gospel truth, trust me.

4)Would you rather be rich or famous? Both, but I'd take fame before riches anyday. Although if you're famous, chances are you're rich as well so Im good to go!

5)Would you accept a boring job if it meant making mega bucks? Yep. Im lazy enough thats for sure.

6)Have you ever stolen anything? Nothing major. Just some candy when I was little.

7)How many MP3's are on your hardrive? A ton. It'd take a really long time for me to count them one by one.

PRIDE
1)Whats one thing you have done that you are most proud of? Overcome obstacles so massive that I cant see around them.

2)Whats one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of? I stay away from drugs and alcohol and go to a good college.

3)Whats one thing you would like to accomplish in your life? I'd like to have a successful career and a family.

4)Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? Sometimes. It depends on the situation.

5)Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were much higher skill then the other competitors? Dont think so honestly.

6)Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? . . .yes. Math is hard! Leave me alone! *hides*

7)What did you do today that you're proud of? Met Jeffs roommates and was okay with it.

ENVY
1)What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? I want Sara's iPod. Must. Have. iPod. . .

2)Who would you want to go on Trading Spaces with? Nobody now because Trading Spaces went to shit. It sucks. WHERE'S PAIGE??!!

3)If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? Son Kayura *grin*

4)Have you ever been cheated on? Yes and its one of the worst feelings in the world!

5)Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? All the time.

6)What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had in yourself? I wish I was more confident and trusting. I wish I was more laid back.

7)Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? Not really. It was kinda lame.

And finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? Lust and gluttony because they're both so much fun. ^^

Isn't it ironic?

2006-01-10T20:19:28Z

Well Im in a lot higher spirits then I was yesterday thats for sure. Something really remarkable and ironic happend today at work and Im sooo glad it did.

So Im working DT and it's a little after 10:30 which means we're serving lunch. This car pulls up and orders like, 14 dollars worth of food and I go ahead and tell them to pull to the second window. Low and behold, it's none other then Jeff's roommates. . .the ones he didnt want me to meet. The driver was Ron, the guy I'd met before and thats how I knew it was them. In the passenger seat was Brad, the one Jeff said was freaky and would touch me and shit, and the one in the backseat was Lauren, the girl that was the star of my last entry. I about died but at the same time I was relieved. Ron gave me a big smile and said hi (He's the one thats not that bad as far as I know. Plus I'd met him before like I said) and I was like, "Hey whats up?" and then I was like, "Okay now whose in the car with you?" and he introduced me to both of them. They were both very nice and waved and said hi and everything which was nice. Granted I only met them through the windows of a DT for no more then 2 minutes but still! Atleast I've met the bastards! Anyways, from what I saw they were okay. Brad couldnt say much because he was in the passenger seat away from the window but Lauren rolled down her window and said hello and told me Jeff was werid because he sleeps in the garage. I laughed and agreed and overall it was relatively pleasant. I wasnt sure what to think about her still or any of them considering I only talked to them for that short time. The only one I really knew was Ron but gosh am I relieved. And I cant wait to tell him either. I wonder what he's gonna do. . .
This just goes to show that you cant hide something forever you know? It's karma, Im telling you. I knew I was gonna meet them eventually even if it wasnt through him. So yes, I once again get the last laugh. *is proud* But I feel better now that I've atleast seen them and talked to them briefly. Because before, all I could go on was what he told me and it was mostly weird or bad stuff so what was I suppose to think? When you dont know anything about something, you automatically assume the worst. Thats just the way humans are. Now that I can put names to faces, I feel slightly more comfortable about the whole situation. Granted Im still weary of her but not NEAR the extent I was yesterday. Ill still talk to him about it and see what he says. Theres still that little nagging feeling in my head you know? And I think I'd like to keep that. Like Matt said, it's a protective device. So yes, I have met the roomates and Im very very glad. Boo yah Jeffrey! *sticks out tounge*

This sucks. I hate myself.

2006-01-09T21:50:24Z

*siiiiiiiggghhh* It has just been one of those days, I swear to gaw. I cant seem to cheer up, Im pissed off for stupid reasons, ARRGH! I hate feeling like this. And I feel like nobody is available to talk. I dont wanna bother other people with my problems because either A. they're too busy or B. they just dont wanna listen. Some things are going through my head right now that I cant exactly make sense of and it's really wearing on me. I probably shouldn't write anything about this because he's possibly gonna read it but who knows? He has yet to read this journal anyways so what am I worried about right? I've only sent it to him about 50 times. Okay, heres whats bothering me. You know what? Im not even gonna write about it. If I wanna talk to him about it, Ill wait until/if he calls me. Gosh, I hate this. I really do. Im trying to do better. Im trying not to be so freaky and jealous all the time. Im trying to be okay with his living situation, I really am. You dont know how hard Im trying. Im trying not to let it bother me that there is yet ANOTHER girl living in the house now and that they have a lot in common. (He doesnt know I know this yet. I hadnt visited his myspace homepage in months so I decided to see what he was up to today. From what I read, they seem close even though she's apparently hung up on one of the other guys in the house. Feh, they always are ya know?). Im not worried about him really, it just irks me that she seems cooler then I am and more like him. And Ive never even met her! I want to change but it's hard to alter your own personality you know? I cant help it. Im doing the the best I can. Im trying to change for him and I dont know if Im gonna be able to. I guess most of it is my own insecurites and the fact that they seem like the same type of person, they like a lot of the same stuff, she's not in any means ugly, they see eachother every day, she's not a virgin (Technically I still am. We have yet to have ACTUAL full blown intercourse.), and I dont know. Stupid stuff like that. It bothers me and Im trying not to let it but it still is. And it's very frustratiing when he sleeps until 4 or 5 in the evening and I cant get ahold of him to say hi. I dont know what to think. I think the distance thing has helped us but at the same time I know it could hurt us as well. And I dont want to go screaming into the phone the next time he calls me about his whole thing. It's perfectly fine with me that he has female friends. It's just unnerving to know that this girl seems a lot like the type of person he'd go for, were he not with me. And then there's always that thought running through my head that he could very well dump me for her or any other girl for that matter! Gosh, Im blowing this way out of proportion right now. See, this is what Im trying to work on. But at the same time I need to sit back and realize that while there are other girls out there, there are also other guys. I know I would be fine eventually but I dont wanna lose him just yet. I love him. Okay, I need to stop. Nothing is even going on! Just stop it Nicki. This is the exact behavior that makes him wanna stay away from you. I just need to try and chill. . .but its so hard.

On another note, last week I did get to venture into the townhouse. The basement looked nice because he cleaned it the night before. The upstairs however was a different story. It was awful. And the only reason he let me even come in was because none of his roomates were home. Like, I got used to him living there with Stephanie because he cant stand her ass. But this girl he gets along with really well and it just bothers me. Would it bother any of you? Tell me honestly. I dont think I have anything to be worried about. Like I said, it's just unnerving you know? And I dont care what he says. Tomorrow night Im taking him home at 12:45, no earlier. I dont hafta work on Wednesday so we can call it quits at the regular time. I dont care what he has to clean, who he has to see, what he has to do, I dont care. Ive been catering to his time schedule from the beginning ie: taking him home when he wanted and so forth. So this week it's my turn to call the shots. Plus Im driving so thats that. It's not gonna kill him to spend the entire time with me. We only get to see eachother two days a week for crying out loud which really still isnt enough. Im trying to adjust once again but its hard. I wish we had one more day. Or maybe two. That would be better for me atleast. Doesnt seem to bother him any. Okay, now Im being unfair. I really do need to stop but at the same time I feel better now that I've written it all out. I just wish he would let me actually MEET these people, especially this Lauren girl. I think I would feel better. And if they're werid, oh well! Atleast I wont be totally clueless as to who my boyfriend is living with. I think Ill ask him about that or if he's reading this, Im not gonna need to. But if I could meet everyone atleast ONCE, I think I would do a lot better with this whole thing. What do you all think? This is eating me alive. Help please.

is ripping hair out

2006-01-09T00:25:14Z

AAAAARRRRGGGGHHH!!!! I HATE MY BROTHER SOMETIMES!! No wonder he's depressed. Gosh, I dont even wanna talk about it. Once I've calmed down I'll be back.

Proudness!!

2006-01-07T14:21:41Z

Woot! Lookit my new layout! And I customized it all on my own. He he I wuuuuv it. I was just getting waaay tired of all that friggen PINK on my old layout. I think this one suits me better. I only wish I could figure out how to change the ENTIRE layout. Like put a new picture on it or something. If anyone knows anything about that, ppplleeze lemme know! I wanna make a cool Gorillaz layout and I cant figure out how so help would be much appreciated.

Anywho, here I am at home enjoying the first few ours of my day off! *is happy* This is the first day I've had off in like 9 days. I I was more then ready for it, you can bet. Nine days in a row at Burger Fart isn't something to look forward to or miss for that matter. And I'm annoyed because my phone got shut off AGAIN!!! I just paid the bill like, 2 weeks ago!! This is ridiculous. Jeff and I are going to be out and about today so I plan on stopping by the Sprint store and seeing whats up. I just get the feeling somethings wrong here. Oh! And I'm also getting my hair re-highlighted today! If you've seen me recently, you know I need to. Anywho, I also just realized we never scheduled a date for the next get-together or whatever. Come to think of it, we never even really discussed it. Do we still wanna continue with them since Amanda isn't here or what do you guys wanna do? I guess we'll talk later. It's about time for me to eat now.

Adios amigos!

Bored as usual.

2006-01-06T21:14:39Z

READ!!

Time started: 2:55 P.M.

First Name: Nicki

Single or Taken: Taken

Sex: Female

Birthday: 10-30-85

Siblings: Yes, 2

Hair color: Blonde

Shoe size: 7. My feet shrank and I dont know how!

height: 5'3.

Innie or Outie: Innie

What are you wearing right now: Blue jeans a green t-shirt from post prom.

Righty or lefty: Righty big time.

Can you make a dollar in change right now: No I have no money. *cries*
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Relationships
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Who are your closest friends: Ashleigh, Syri, Sara, Erin, Amanda, and Amy.

Do you have a BF or GF? Yep, that'd be my Jeffrey.

Best place to go for a date: Any place romantic that isnt too busy.

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Favorites...
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Favorite place to shop: I dont care. As long as I have a t-shirt and jeans I'm happy.

Favorite kind of pants: . . .jeans.

Favorite color: Red, Green, and Orange.

Number(s): 2 and 7.

Animal: Panda

Drink: Water.

Sport(s): I hate sports.

Fast-Food Place(s): TACO SMELL!

Month: October.

Current Movie: A Clockwork Orange will always be my favorite.

Juice: Grapefruit.

Finger: Ring

Breakfast: Cereal? That would be Life, Lucky Charms, and Cinnimon Toast Crunch.

Favorite cartoon character(s): GOOD GAW I'M AN ANIME FAN!! YOU EXPECT ME TO TELL YOU ALL OF THEM!! I'll only say a few: Son Goku, Duo Maxwell, Kyo Sohma, Tasuki, and all of Gorillaz!

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Have you ever
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Given anyone a bath: My little sister. . .*is weirded out by the question*

Smoked: Yeah, occasionally.

Bungee jumped: Nope, too chicken.

Made yourself throw-up: Yeah but not because I was bulimic or anything. I ate spoiled Spghetti O's.

Gone skinny dipping: Define "skinny dipping". *evil grin*

Eaten a hot dog: Pfft NO! *sarcasm* Of course I've eaten a hotdog! I'm American!

Put your tongue on a frozen pole: No way! I saw A Christmas Story! I know what happens!

Loved someone so much it made you cry? Yep.

Broken a bone: My toe. I snagged it on the corner of the wall. And yes, it hurt.

Played truth or dare: Lots of times.

Been in a police car: Nope, but I see them all the time.

Been on a plane: More times then I can count.

Been in a sauna: Yeah, it's nice but I can only stay in for so long.

been in a hot tub: We OWN a hot tub. And yes, I've been in it plenty of times.

gone swimming in the ocean: Mmm hmm. And at night too when we were vacationing in Florida.. ^^

Fallen asleep in school: Only once. Mr. Koerten scared the piss outta me when he woke me up. He slammed a book down right by my head.

Ran away?: No, I love my home.

Broken someone's heart: I dunno, maybe. I hope not.

Cried when someone died: Yes.

Cried in school: Yes.

Fallen off your chair: I think there's something wrong with you if you've NEVER EVER fallen off a chair.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?: Yep.

Saved e-mails: Yes.

Fallen for one of your best friends?: Cant say I have.

Made out with JUST a friend?: Nope.

Used someone: I dont think so. And if I did, it was never malicious.

Been cheated on?: Not that I know of thank gaw. I couldnt handle it.

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What is...
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Your good luck charm: I have absolutely no good luck whatsoever.

Best song you ever heard: "Yesterday"-The Beatles.

Stupidest thing you have ever done: It would take WAAAAY to long for me to tell the whole story in this little quiz.

What's your room like?: A closet. It's tiny but it's in the basement and it's all decorated and animey! I love it.

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Last thing you said: "Oh okay."

What is beside you: Nothing, I'm sitting in a recliner.

Last thing you ate: One of those little candy hearts you get on Valentines Day.

what kind of shampoo do you use: Sheer Blonde.

Best thing that has happened to you this year: This year has just begun. We shall see wont we?

Worst thing that has happened to you this year: See above.
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Have you had..
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Chicken pox: Yes, oh the torture.

Sore Throat: I've had strep. That's the epitome of a sore throat.

Stitches: No luckily.

Broken nose: No but Muds has. ^^

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Do You
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Believe in love at first sight: It's impossible.

Like picnics: As long as I have a picnic table to sit at. I cant eat unless I have a table.

Like school: Eh, it's okay.

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Would you/what is
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Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000 dollars: Noooo!! That's wrong on so many levels!

If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you?
My friends and family.

Who was the last person that called you: My brother.

Who was the last person you slow danced with: Jeffrey.

What makes you laugh the most?: Um. . .funny movies and people falling down.

What makes you smile? Being among friends and loved ones.

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Who is the last person
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You yelled at: This stupid customer at work.

Who broke your heart: Jeff.

Who told you they loved you: Jeff.

Who is your loudest friend? We're all loud!! All hail the loudness!
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Do you/Are You:
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Do you like filling these out? I love these! I look for them. They're a good source of entertainment when you're bored.

Do you wear glasses or contacts: Both. I'm legally blind without either.

Do you like yourself: Not always.

Do you get along with your family: Yes actually. I'm one of the lucky ones.

Stolen anything over $50: No, I have too much of a conscience.

Obsessive?: OMG YES! In every aspect of life!

Compulsive?: I can be.

Anorexic?: Nope.

Suicidal?: Not currently.
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Love Life
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Do you have a crush? I have a serious boyfriend.

If so, do they know? Obviously since we've been dating two years.

Have you truly told them how you feel, face to face? On several different occasions.

How did they respond?: Heelllloo??? We've been together two years! How do ya think?!

What is so great about them?: He's so funny and he's adorable and caring.

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This or That
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Coffee, tea: Tea

Phone or in person: Person

Are you oldest, middle, youngest or only child: First born baby!

Indoor or outdoor: Indoor. It's either too cold or too buggy outside.

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Final questions
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How many people are you sending this to: None, I'm posting it in my LJ.

What are you listening to right now?: Gorillaz

What did you do yesterday: Worked and hung out with Jeff.

Where do you want to get married? Somewhere beautiful.

If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be? HA! I dont have time to sit here and list all that!

Are you a good driver? Driving, I'm alright. Backing out? No way! I hit everything.

Are you a good Singer: I've been told so.

What do you dream about: You dont wanna know do you? *evil grin*

End Time: 3:12 P.M.

Hohum

2006-01-05T21:07:37Z

Okay, remember Brian that I was talking about in my last entry? He told me today at work that sometimes he wished I wasnt dating Jeff so he could get to know me better because I seemed like a cool person. Honesly I was flatterd although I kinda had a feelig this was gonna happen from the beginning. I just told him I appreciated that but I really love Jeff and I'm happy with him. He told me he respected that and he would never try to come between Jeff and I. It made me feel better about the whole thing to hear him say that. Maybe now things will be a little less odd at work. Now I know that he's on the same level as me. If he's looking for a friend, great he's got one. But if he's looking for something more, I cant nor do I want to give him that. And now I know he knows that so I feel better. Not sure how things are gonna go tomorrow when we have to see eachother again but I think they'll be okay. Im just glad that this is all out in the open now and things can be cool. And I told him that one day he would find a girl who'll make him 10 times happier then I ever could. He's a nice guy, just not right for me. So hopefully things will work out for him.

No touchie!

2006-01-04T20:38:19Z

Holy crap, there's this guy I work with named Brian and he absolutely will NOT STOP TOUCHING ME!! Like, it's not anything sexual or anything (if it was he would no longer have a head) but it's still annoying. He's constantly poking me and trying to tickle me and shit and it's so. not. cool! And to top it off, he got my cell phone number out of the freakin' phone book at work and has been texting me forever! Again, nothing inappropriate but it's just really really annoying. I told Jeff about it and naturally he's aggravated. He said that if he doesnt stop doing it at work to tell Vickie. I will, but everytime I tell him to knock it off, he does. So I guess thats a good thing. And Jeff also wants me to block his number from my phone. I may do that pretty soon here just so he'll leave me alone. The good thing is that he's transfering stores at the end of this month so I wont ever have to see him again! And like, he knows I have a serious boyfriend and everything but I dont think that matters to a lot of guys. *exasperated sigh* I dunno. I got really mad at him yesterday though because it was one of those occasions where I kept telling him to stop and he wasnt so I decided 'Ok, the next time he freaking touches me, I'm gonna scream at him.' And he did! He came up behind me and poked me so I spun around and screamed "DO NOT TOUCH ME!!!" Needless to say he got the hint or atleast I thought. He avoided me the rest of the day but then that night as I was trying to go to sleep, he texted me and he goes "I'm sad because you didnt say goodbye to me today." OH GO AWAY! Why the crap do I have to say goodbye to you?! I ignored the message and he didnt say anything about it today. He also didnt touch me at all which made me happy. So yes, it's very aggravating and frustrating but it's not gonna continue. The only guy I want touching me is boyfriend and thats all there is to it. So tough!

Watashi wa Noodle desu!

2006-01-02T22:30:36Z

Which member of the Gorillaz are you?
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Oh how it fits

2006-01-02T22:27:10Z

TIGER EYES

You have Tiger Eyes (like
my username, haha)!
Positive Traits:
Determined, Passionate, Loyal, Strong,
Courageous
Negative Traits:
Aggressive, Ambitious, Domineering, Possessive,
Vengeful

Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have?
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